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[SarahxJoy]

Dear CreateBlog Diary,
Well diary, I haven't really done anything special today, despite it's being Independence Day. I took pictures of fireworks from my loft window. It was nice to watch. While I was on my mom's balcony, I was just taking pictures. I took one of this really pretty red one, when all of a sudden a scud comes at me, and it was still on fire. I told my friend about it and he's glad I wasn't hurt. (He's so sweet..LoL.) But instead, it just landed right next to me. I didn't exactly want to wait and get hit by another flamed scud, so I went inside.

For the most part, I've just been online. Posting around here at CreateBlog[dot]com, I'm addicted..officially. Nina's cousin went to her house today, so that was cool. We were talking on AIM and I saw her cousin through webcam on YIM. She seems like a nice enough person. So it's cool that I met her. I've really nothing to do today, or tomorrow, or the day after. My life right now can be described in one big word, "BOREDOM".

~Sarah

P.S.
Dad comes home in two days, from Italy, for a month.

[eboarder2020]

dear cB diary,
my second tym writtin this cuz my othr one got deleted cuz my IE messed up..blahh i had so much written down..that i dont even care wat i wrote n e more..lifes just been gay lately..i hate it..yes i am being selfish but u kno wat?...i just wanna die, i actually cant wait til my life ends..that'll b the perfect day..blehh i just hate the pressure frum my parents..i hate the way my "friends" treat me...they talk behind my back all the tym and nvr care 4 me.and i guess that made me notice how much i dont like them..im just an outcast.a lozer..sumone with no friends..i nvr realized that until now..hmm ppl mite think this is PMS..but it could b..but im just venting out everything i keep inside to myself..everything that i have bottled up in me can just come out now...

i feel lyk ive been makin everyone's life miserable..i feel like i've been a bad "friend" and mayb thatz y myfriendz all hate me now.cuz of my actions and wat i've done..i deserve to die..i was even told that todai..sumone told me im a 2-faced slut and i should die now..hrm..so wat if im 2 faced..i bet alotta ppl r..i may seem lyk a happy person on the outside..but u have no idea watz goin on in the inside..no one does..onli sharie understnads..im glad i met her..she's a tru friend..onli othr ppl..blehh itz poem tym..

cuttin myself..i feel the pain..
watching my blood go down the drain..
tears of hate come out and sing..
"i hate this wrld, i hate everything"

wishing for that special day to come so bad...
wishing for thingz i've longed to have...
wishing for sumone to love me for hoo i am..
wishing for sumone to look past the "happy" person i am..

seeing a friend turn their back on me one by one,
thinkin that its all just alot of fun..
watching eyes stare at me as i pass by..
az im wondering why oh why..

why haz God put me in this place..
why God why? am i a big disgrace?
i hate everything in this wrld..
y has it appeard?
i hate this wrld..y cant i dissapear?..
©aZn_KyOoTi3_x3©

yea just made that it sux alot..but w/e..
n e wayz my nose iz bleeding now frum all this madness going on..blehh this has nvr happend b4..i dont know y i'm so mad..ive nvr felt this much anger b4..i cant even handle it now..blehh itz almost 6AM..i dont know y im still up..blehh i have insomnia..nvm..blehh w/e..im callin it a night..

x33~
ashley

Hey hun...We all have our bad times...Some of them last longer then others...Hang tight babe you'll make it through... Your a CB family member, and we're pullin for ya K...Take care and god speed

[haejung012]

CB Diary,
I spent the whole day trying to figure out my chemistry homework because I missed three days of class. I went crazy not understanding anything and unfortunately I still don't understand all of it. However, I understand some of it because my friend helped me and because I was blasting my music that helps me think. Well, back to chemistry homework...
-jennie-

[faithin_felix]

dear createblog diary,

these few days, my net is not working properly so i couldn't post as much, but i'll try my best now, i am leaving on vacation in 10 days, i'll miss her a lot. and i didn't get to celebrate canada day on createblog either...so much for my canadian spirit. ><" i'll wait till next year i guess. thank you for everything.

-- faithin felix

[Luster Soldier]

Dear createblog diray,

My bio dad called again today. Since he left me and my mom, our relationship is sucking. We're drifting apart. We could no longer understand each other like we used to. He's in china doing his own thing, so no wonder that has to happen. I visit him once a year, but that's not helping anything. Yeah, I don't know how this is going on. Since he made the wrong decision to have an affair, I guess he caused his own suffering.

Today, hanged out with my friends. I'm so quiet, even in front of my friends. My personality wasn't like this before, I don't know why I changed

Dean

[faithin_felix]

dear createblog diary,

today she came over and i went to her house and also i went to volunteer. thank you for all the fun i had today. i miss her very much. love her lots, hope tommorow will be a better day.

-- faithin felix

[eboarder2020]

Dear CB diary,

Im so frustrated with myself... Every girl i seem to like seems to always have a boyfriend, or likes a guy madly that i cant even make my way in. I hate falling for girls who I have no future with... Its like I have no chance in getting what I want. What do I lack, what does he have that I dont? Does he listin to you like I do, does he tell you everything you want to hear? Maybe the saying really is true...Nice guys finish last

[LatinaLady]

Dear mr.Createblog diary.
so again someone annonoymous sent me an IM sayingi was a hoe. how am i one.. ok scrtach that out. but if people are gonna start crap they shouldn't keep all quiet and not say who they are. that bugs me alot. and this isnt the first time. maybe same person. i dont know. its so annoying

[faithin_felix]

dear createblog diary,
today she came over again and together we went to our friends house. i had fun. good times, and good memories.

-- faithin felix

[joanna0304]

7/8/04
Dear diary,
2day was same as always, Boring. So ne way i have nuttin 2do so i decided to write in here. Well 2morrow is gonna be Friday man this week past really damn fast well i hope next week i'll have sumtin to do n not be bored all summer, well that's it 4 now.

[pbear]

Dear diary,

I've discovered that my crush of 4 years has a girlfriend whom he crushed on for 2 years.
Sigh.
It's time to move on, I guess.

[hybrid]

Dear Diary,

The end of the world is coming.
Soon.
Hopefully, today.
I need to die.
Stupid dream.
Stupid oracle.

And I want chocolate mousse cake before I die.
And that special somebody too.
Pfft, I'm so lame.

-- Kim Jr.

[onenonly101]

Dear CB,

Yesterday was so much fun. We went to Six Flags and i'll fill in the details later. right now i need some help. my bestfriend or used to be i don't know and i haven't talked in months. We had been bestfriends since 7th grade but then this year our 9th grade year i went to a different school and i would always be the one who called her throughout oru relationship and i just got sick of it. It would piss me off that i would be the one calling her and listening to her. I love listening to people because i don't know people like to tell me their problems and i like to know them so i can be a good friends. But i also need someone to do that for me. I mean we were the best of friends.. ..but now we haven't talked in monthsI wrote her this on July 1st and still haven't sent it to her, should i?:

July 1st
Hey Mary

I'm listening to nuck if you buck right now because my parents just made me mad. Mostly my dad, but now i'm listening to music so i feel so much better. But anyways that isn't why i wrote this letter. We haven't talked in a long time and that isn't right. Our friendship was such a strong solid one and now...something had just made it crumble. Because a lack of communication between us. There had been some issues i hwas struggling with and in order for me to get over them i have to tell you what they were.
#1 Race. It is so stupid I know but this year I made a huge change from a majority white(well a really diverse school) to an all black school. I know I've changed as a person. All my life i have been around a diverse gorup of people I mean my friends were black,white,hispanic,asian, and everything in between. Now I just have black friends with the exception of illiana(mexican) and van(Vietanmese). And I don't know, i guess i felt different by having a white bestfriend. Then during April i realized what does it matter? I love poeple of all races. I realized that no one even cares about who I am friends with and what they look like. Me having friends of every race makes me who I am and has helped me experience many things.
#2 Change. I know I've changed and i know you've changed. But I've been afraid that we have changed so much our relationship would've suffered. But I thought that we can change together or grow together and I prefer growing together.
#4 Communication. In the middle of the year I was going to call you and say maybe our friendship should've ended at Peachtree. I was going to do that because I was angry, angry that you never called me. The type of person I am is someone to depend on. I like for people to lean on me and for me to take charge, but sometimes I am sick of that role and I need someone to take lead and for them to initailize the ocnversation. But then i decided not to call you because that is a stupid thing to end a friendship over. But I do need you to know that I would appreciate other initializing a conversation with me.
Okay, those were the 3 things that were bothering me. But Ialso want to say this:
Thank yout so much for being there when Chi-Chi died. It meant so much to me. I mean when I called you to tell you I couldn't even get the words outbut you understood. And i love you so much girl.
My parents act a fool sometimes. But other than blaming me fore stuff and saying no to me they are alright. Your parents seem klike nice good people so you better be treating them right. I have some many questions i want to ask you.
I am so sorry and i meant to call you on the 1 year anniversary of your aunt and cousin but i want you to know that i was praying for you. Well that is everything I had to say, now it is your turn. I love you alot so call me.

Love

Uche

That is the entire letter, so ya'll tell me what's up

[h22fanatik]

Dear Diary,

Life is GOOD! Just got a prelude and my bf already got me mods=) i am soo spoiled =/ work has been okay...10 hr days r real blowers tho...i never have time to just sit back and chill =/ at least my bf is bout to come scoop me up in his uber hott M3 =) ok that's enuff. byez0r =)

[gasolinekisses]

dear diary,
tonight i get to hang out with my 2 best friends. one of them is my ex. maybe he will re-fall madly in love with me. that would be nice. :] ahh, okay enough of that crap. we got my doggie groomed today. she looks like an alien. i finally saw a post by jordan inc. also, i took some more pics, but you can't see them yet.
xo
melizzle

[faithin_felix]

dear createblog diary,

today i posted a lot, like 73 posts so far, i have to post a lot because i am going on vacation. yeah. and i webcamed sandra =) loving createblog.

--faithin felix

[joanna0304]

Dear diary
So right now i feel a lil upset n mad, well omg i g2g now will rite 2morrow.

[jz1134]

dear diary im so bored i sat all day im not even joking all day on createblog so i think ive seen avery nook or however u spell it and cranny or however u spell it whoever up there taked about how he cant get a girlfriend u r not alone lol i read an interview for the perfect guy on my friend who is a girls xanga and she was like tall handsome nice well im missin two things from that the tall and the handsome

[gasolinekisses]

dear diary,
well, turns out that tonight i realized that i love my ex more than i could have imagined. seeing him just reaffirmed that... we hung out and made brownies and watched the surreal life and went to publix and watched finding nemo [again] and he played guitar and sang for us... hmm. makes me sad.
xo - melinda

[bobbster]

Dear createBlog diary,
Today was my birthday. Nothing.

[I_feel_beautiful]

Dear Diary,

Today I realized that I'm a jackass.

[hybrid]

Dear Everyone,


We are all lonesome people. No matter how we look at it. So, we should just all die. We are gonna die sooner or later. Whatever.


Dear Diary,

I'm afraid. I hear weird noises at night. Oh, it's just me crying myself to sleep. My bad. No one likes to talk to me anymore. I became a very boring person in a matter of 3 months. I shall now shut myself down. No one's gonna bother. I am an outcast. I am nothing. Cause you can look right through me, walk right past me.. and not even notice me. How sad... but that's how brutal life is.

Goodnight,
Kim Jr.

[DesperateXMeasur...]

Aww Kim.
You should move in with me. :D

Dear Diary,
Being at my mom's SUCKS. I came down to Tucson to visit her right? WITH MY OWN FREE WILL. I never HAD to come down here. All I've done while I've been here is sit in the living room, by myself. She hasn't even talked to me that much! What she does, is go in her room with her fiancee' and shuts the door. I don't even want to know what she does in there. She's spent more time with HIM, than she has ME. And she is always complaining about how she misses me. IF YOU REALLY MISSED ME YOU WOULD SPEND TIME WITH ME WHILE I AM IN YOUR HOUSE WOMAN!

Life sucks.

[uLoVeMikeRoch]

Dear Diary, im still brooding over porn, (wow i have no life, diary please slap me)
and then i right some cool stuff in CB too, but damn was today boring. I hate my life

[islandkiss]

dear diary,

nothing feels the same anymore.. I feel like nothing without him. I can't stop thinking about him. I wish I could tell him how I feel. why did it have to end like this?..

your obsessed cb member,

kelly