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 Jul 13 2008, 04:35 PM
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 My peanut.  Group: Member Posts: 948 Joined: Jul 2005 Member No: 187,456  |
There are a thousand thoughts running through my mind .
A million things I wish I could only say to you. But not one could be anywhere close to explain why I did this to you. Or why I did this to myself? I lied to myself..to you..to everyone when I said I didn't want to be with you. If I truly didnt want to be with you WHY do I still think about you? Why do I wish I had done things differently? The truth is; what we had is what I had searched for day after day. Constantly beating myself up for not having it. What we had was all I EVER wanted. When I finally found it I threw it away like I never wanted it in the first place. Now nothing I can say or do can change anything. Every word that is in this letter is meaningles to you.. and it hurts so bad because these words that mean E V E R Y T H I N G to me, mean nothing to you. Remember that one night I drove out to the cotton gin to talk to you? I remember it so clearly, because that's the night I had every intention of telling you I made a mistake. I should have said all the things, that I kept inside of me.. but I was too afraid to. Fear of rejection I guess. I made EVERYTHING up about liking someone else.. The real reason as to why I broke up with you is a mystery. I was afraid of what was going on in my life. You are my first and all the feelings were so crazy. You have to understand. I'm not going to lie. I love you. I haven't stopped loving you since the day I told you I did. You told me you loved me that night at porters. How could you mean it, and drop someone that quickly? They say love makes you do some crazy things, and I have done some crazy things. I've been so far as to trying to break you and her up... its a selfish thing to have tried, i admit. I hated Heather for doing it, and here I am.. doing it to you.. and I am truly sorry for it. Your angry at me for doing it, and its apparant.. You've been telling me to leave you alone, and to never talk to you again. I'm sorry, but no matter how hard I try.. I cant just drop you like you did me after I broke up with you. Its a little too late now to be telling you this, you've moved on and so you say, "happy".. I can finally say the things I have been holding inside me.. the things that I needed to say but couldn't come out and say them. I'm sorry for everything i've done to you, your a great guy and you dont deserve ANYTHING i've put you through. Hopefully one day you can forgive me. Thank you. Sincerely Yours, Dayna |
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Jul 13 2008, 05:17 PM
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 wtf diz shiet.. HAHAHA...noo guyy lykee u givv sum guyy letturr u justt dumm.. lmao... |
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Jul 13 2008, 05:27 PM
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My peanut. Group: Member Posts: 948 Joined: Jul 2005 Member No: 187,456 |
??? I'm dumb?? yet your the one that spellz lyykee dizz.
Punctuation is your friend. Learn it. and actually try to make sense before you try to insult someone. |
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Jul 13 2008, 05:28 PM
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I was just wondering, did you want us to comment on the letter? Or give you advice? Or...?
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Jul 13 2008, 05:30 PM
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My peanut. Group: Member Posts: 948 Joined: Jul 2005 Member No: 187,456 |
advice. I forgot to write what I wanted after it.. haha sorry guys. but yeah..advice should I give it to him?
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Jul 13 2008, 05:31 PM
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QUOTE(iiTsDAYNA @ Jul 13 2008, 06:30 PM)  advice. I forgot to write what I wanted after it.. haha sorry guys. but yeah..advice should I give it to him? princc justt givv u addvicee u bietchh...  QUOTE(PrIncEoFSeXaPpeAL @ Jul 13 2008, 06:17 PM) wtf diz shiet.. HAHAHA...noo guyy lykee u givv sum guyy letturr u justt dumm.. lmao... |
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Jul 13 2008, 05:35 PM
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My peanut. Group: Member Posts: 948 Joined: Jul 2005 Member No: 187,456 |
QUOTE(PrIncEoFSeXaPpeAL @ Jul 13 2008, 05:31 PM) princc justt givv u addvicee u bietchh... well prince. If I could UNDERSTAND what your saying maybe I could take it. |
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Jul 13 2008, 05:37 PM
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Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 7,155 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 95,404 |
Translation: No guy would like you if you give some guy a letter. You just dumb.
I took a shot at it. I don't have any advice for you atm, because I'm a little tired and don't feel like reading something so long. Maybe later. |
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Jul 13 2008, 05:41 PM
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QUOTE(Joannnnnne @ Jul 13 2008, 06:37 PM) Translation: No guy would like you if you give some guy a letter. You just dumb. I took a shot at it. I don't have any advice for you atm, because I'm a little tired and don't feel like reading something so long. Maybe later. y talk...
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Jul 13 2008, 05:44 PM
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 DDR \\ I'm Dee :) Group: Mentor Posts: 8,662 Joined: Mar 2006 Member No: 384,020 |
Why are you writing him a letter about a break-up? That's what it's about, right?
Honestly, as harsh as it sounds, I didn't read all of that, because I didn't want to. And if it has to do with your guys' breakup, he might not want to read it either. |
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Jul 13 2008, 06:01 PM
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QUOTE(karmakiller @ Jul 13 2008, 06:44 PM) Why are you writing him a letter about a break-up? That's what it's about, right? Honestly, as harsh as it sounds, I didn't read all of that, because I didn't want to. And if it has to do with your guys' breakup, he might not want to read it either. LMAO... QUOTE(iiTsDAYNA @ Jul 13 2008, 06:35 PM) well prince. If I could UNDERSTAND what your saying maybe I could take it. o kk.. bietch.. littsunn ubb... let say i dump you n write sum letter n giv u n tell you why i break up with you.. dont ppl tell y they breakk up when they breakk upp..  .. not breakk upp thenn writee sum letter later.. soo dam lame..^ dat madd lamee.. sounn lykee u lykee styll lyke da boy huh..
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Jul 13 2008, 06:08 PM
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prince u would be the homie if u talked regular liked that all the time.
QUOTE let say i dump you n write sum letter n giv u n tell you why i break up with you.. stubborn.gif dont ppl tell y they breakk up when they breakk upp.. huh.gif huh.gif.. not breakk upp thenn writee sum letter later.. soo dam lame..
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Jul 13 2008, 06:22 PM
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QUOTE(ojairus @ Jul 13 2008, 07:08 PM) prince u would be the homie if u talked regular liked that all the time. to baddd princc aintt blakk.. 
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Jul 13 2008, 06:32 PM
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My peanut. Group: Member Posts: 948 Joined: Jul 2005 Member No: 187,456 |
I do still like him douche.
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Jul 13 2008, 06:41 PM
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QUOTE(iiTsDAYNA @ Jul 13 2008, 07:32 PM) I do still like him douche. EH c.. princc noo everythangg..  suu hee dumm u rite.. 
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Jul 13 2008, 06:45 PM
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My peanut. Group: Member Posts: 948 Joined: Jul 2005 Member No: 187,456 |
I dumped him.
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Jul 13 2008, 06:47 PM
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QUOTE(iiTsDAYNA @ Jul 13 2008, 07:45 PM) I dumped him. LMAO... goo givv da boii da letturr...
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Jul 13 2008, 06:51 PM
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we jerkin' Group: Member Posts: 2,408 Joined: Aug 2005 Member No: 210,730 |
i see ur azn prince. what ethnicity are u anyways?
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Jul 13 2008, 06:55 PM
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Senior Member Group: Official Member Posts: 5,166 Joined: Oct 2007 Member No: 585,858 |
u sounn interesstiidd...
 
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Jul 13 2008, 07:28 PM
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DDR \\ I'm Dee :) Group: Mentor Posts: 8,662 Joined: Mar 2006 Member No: 384,020 |
If you dumped him and are having second thoughts about it, I think letting him know in person and having a discussion about it is the better way to go than a letter.
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Jul 14 2008, 12:27 PM
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 . ish Happens . Group: Member Posts: 244 Joined: Jul 2008 Member No: 665,362 |
 this topic is hilarious... but umm...i read the first line of the letter...if [YOU] broke up with [HIM] why are you writing a letter...juz talk to him... he might still want you...depending on how ya'll broke up or if he has a g/f |
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Jul 14 2008, 01:39 PM
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Don't give him the letter. Just talk to him.
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Jul 14 2008, 01:52 PM
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honestly, he probably wouldnt even read the letter if hes happy with his girl friend. wait to give it to him when he becomes single.
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Jul 15 2008, 12:57 AM
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My peanut. Group: Member Posts: 948 Joined: Jul 2005 Member No: 187,456 |
he has a g/f and he read the letter. so what's to say about that? And I'm glad to see everyone thinks the hurt I'm going through is "hilarious"
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Jul 15 2008, 01:45 AM
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everyone is right..just talk to him, if i was in that position I would rip the letter and throw it away.
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