i'm sick of waiting for something to happen between us. you know i like you. i know you like me. yeah sure we never admitted that to eachother but isnt it obvious? goodness. just make a move!


oh gosh. i couldnt ask for better friends in the world. i'm so lucky to have you guys

Ugh, sorry. I don't know if I can stay up till 12 with you guys tonight. Have fun anyway, Red Team Captain ;p

Dear *** ,

i wish life wasnt as painful and stressful as it seems .....but you definitelly made me look at it in many different ways and outlooks......i need some motivation & encouragement....now that summers ending , i feel like its a new begining for me ....you made me speculate about the many things i have done in my life , and the long era of negativity which i felt somehow surpassed through my years ..hopefully you get to guide me through your presence , and your will . From your endearing love.

-mj

to *****

hope you're not overworking yourself.. you're in too much stress already.. what with all the fake people that brought you sorrow into this world.. ugh i hate them too.

dear him;

was reading our old message history, now I totally understand why we were inlove with hating each other before =P I was a stupid little girl inlove, wouldn't shutup. and you had your mind set for somebody else yet you were selfish and things just crashed.
best relationships start off by being friends first, and thats what we were until i dumped you.. and I know Ive been saying it was a mistake for like the longest time I can remember, but now i understand how wrong it was. I not only threw away our relationship but the strong strong friendship we had before, and I dont think we can ever build up to that point ever again but this whole year has been worth a huge try.. hasn't really worked? I dont want us to be a fling & break up over and over and over and over again, I dont want you making promises to break because right now its just attraction we have for each other, and I want a real relationship. the odds are way too low, theres no way this will work out and im devestated but we'll still be friends.. right? :)
oh yeah, AND IMU <3*

yourr princess sandy :)

What is it about you, huhhhhhh? Everytime I hang out with you, you seem to hint at something... and then when I ask you about it, you go all dumbass on me.
Seriously.. you might not think so, but I might be up for it. It's weird that you've grown on me... even though I still feel completely comfortable being with you, as friends.

This could get interesting... if you would frickin push your pride and feelings aside and just be up front and honest about it... I would totally appreciate it and something could possibly spark =p. We'll see.

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MR. BRODEUR

Why did you sign my jersey so ugly
GEEZ

I HATE YOU

:@:@:@:@:@

justkiddingjustkidding
i appreciate the fact that you signed

Win another cup before you retire.. please?
and live up to what you keep saying about the new size of the pads
Thanks.

You,
Yeah, I'm pretty stupid huh? For being mad at you? Mmm hmm!

To _________ and ___________ :
I keep thinking about you two. Funny how you guys are friends and I like you in completely different ways. I loved that night in the parking lot..I wish I could go back to that and have it go on forever.

--Teesa

Y'know, I thought you wouldn't lie to me like that, but your always siding with him. Always. Now, I can't believe either of you anymore. There are only a few that I can trust. You guys are ridiculous and you just need to think about what you did to me. It's not right. To make me feel better? What you said didn't make me any happier. It just made it worse being that you weren't even apart of this. Now, you thinking you made me feel better, made me feel worse because I know you lied. I can see it. Stop doing that shit and start be truthful.

To Createblog,

I'LL COME BACK!! MAYBE...ILU, CB.


-- Felicia

Felicia,
Again, goodbye <33333

You,
I always love it when I talk to you. :)

felicia,
we'll miss you!

you,
oh my god. i can't BELIEVE what happened tonight. it was great...good way to see you off for your trip. aww...i'll miss you so much...hurry up and get back once you leave...and just about only 10 days until LV. ahh! crazy. but wow...tonight was quite enjoyable. i love everything you say to me...and do to me... what fun. really. haha naughty boy. ilu.

you,
shut uupppppppp. seriously. you're just severly annoying.

i miss you. plain and simple

Dearest CB,


ONE MORE DAY, AS OF NOW. Savor the moments!!!!


-- Felicia

Aw, Felicia, I'll really miss you.

Steven,
I'm bored. -.-

hi cheryl

I don't want her to come back.
I want her to stay put.
I don't know why I don't want her to get in the way.
I have no clue..because I don't like you.

I don't think I'll ever be the same person I was before Monday. My cheerfulness has been lost. I'm just a mass of skin floating through the rest of the world. I'm cynical. This isn't who I used to be.

This is the aftermath of you.

K-
I know you wanted to ask me out. Don't give me that bullshit about "Oh, you might say no." YOU KNOW I won't say no. But, on a lighter note, thanks for saying everything last night with no hesitation. It made me really happy. I really do love you, no matter what.

Okay. So I admit it. I was overreacting. I don't even think you would read this, so what's the point if writing this?

You,
YOU HAVE STARING PROBLEMS. I swear.

Hi steven.

TO HIM; wow i've never met anyone that amazing. I love how you live right next to me too. we are gonna last along time right? have fun at school without me. But i will see you everyday next year..Lovely eh?

i miss you. i love you

You,
We're gonna have to fix this shit. People are talking about it and it's annoying the hell out of me. Plus, people lie too much. TALK TO YOU WHEN YOU COME BACK.

to her- why cant i just tell you how i feel instead of just trying to make friends with you?

i miss you. sigh. a week until i get to see you again... last night was amazing though so a good way to see you off.

i'm guessing that that was about me...sorry. i've been such a horrible friend lately. to be honest, i just completely forgot to call/email before today...ugh.

i hate living in maple ridge. damn you people who won't move.

Alec,

Hey, I'm glad we are in the same geometry class this year. I'm also glad that our lockers are pretty close. This will be a good year for the both of us. I can just feel it. This year will also be a good opportunity for us to catch up with one another and form a friendship again. Maybe you don't feel the same, but I sure hope you do. This school year will be awesome.....don't worry about it.

-Brie

_____:

I just made you a Myspace layout and the animation took me a long ass time. NOW you want me to up and change it after I worked on it for a couple hours straight.

I love you, dear. But, HOLY HELL, I am loathing you right now.

seth,

breakfast was okay this morning, but then school came. the whole day was disgusting. sigh. hopefully tomorrow will be better hoe.

You know..... I can't decide how I feel about you unless I'm sure you feel that way about me

sorry.........

I don't know

WELL, thanks for never supporting my decisions. You don't have to agree with my decisions, but no need to put me down...
:/

If you leave me, I'll never be the same.

My love,

Tonight i wished on a thousand black stars we were together.

I wish you would love me like you said you do. I wish i could trust you. I wish i could trust myself. I wish this was just a nightmare and when i wake up i'll have you holding me close. I wish you were thinking of me right now. I wish i could spend this night with you. I wish we could reinvent the past. I wish you could believe me. I wish you knew i never meant to hurt you. I wish you knew i think about suicide often because living with out you is torture. I wish i kissed you when i had the chance. I wish i had never said the things i did. I wish we could hold hands. I wish you would write me love notes. I wish i could show you how much you mean to me. I wish we could melt into each others assurance. I wish you were happy. I wish i could be there.

I'm sorry i'm not good enough. You said it loud and clear. Thank you for the pain. Atleast now i know im not heartless like they say i am. Thank you for the countless tears i've cried. Thank you for the heartbreak.

I LOVE YOU

I know you don't care. You can't possibly. You won't listen. You ignore me. My feelings are worthless..

k.m.- i don't know why i broke it off with you. i'm still in love with you, no matter what. i'm sorry that i've been such an idiot. i think about you all the time. (and worry about you since you don't wear a freaking helmet) arg. i'm just so sorry.

n.h.- wtf man? why the heck don't you talk to me anymore? we used to be such close friends and now we talk online for only like 15 minutes at a time. i really miss you

k.p.- i know we only have a semester long class together this year, but i hope we still remain as close as ever...i love ya & am very glad that you're my best friend

-I love you so much. We never had a serious fight before and when we do have baby fights, at the end it always ends in *I love you so much* You tend to go out way to damn much which gets me to question but I trust you. You need to put more time into me though instead of other people who you see every other day when u see me only a week...though I still love you

-your a goddamn slut. I hate you and everything you stand for. you make the family look bad. Why dont you go get pregnant from your 18 year old boyfriend so he can just leave you already. Once he does, imma laugh in your freakin face, its gunna be so funny. theres a reason why i call you a slut, cause you ACTUALLY are one. you treat me like sh!t even though im older. I try to give you stuff and when I ask to borrow stuff you always become selfish and say no. your a self aborbed little child who needs to get slapped in the face with reality. Wait till daddy finds out about your boyfriend and you

dear cb-

i'll be away for a week but i dont feel like posting it in the little section that i'm supposed to.

bye!

Ellen,
Have fun doing what you're doing!

Felicia,
Bye, love! I hope you find good things to do while being there. I will miss you so much! Are you going on AIM though? If not, that would DEFINATELY suck! Hope you come back to cB ASAP!!

Dear you,

Right now I'm wishing so many bad things. I thought these thoughts were gone, but apparently they have always been there, lurking in the corner of my mind. My thoughts have been overtaken by cobwebs of despair that have long since fortified themselves into walls of self-hatred and insecurity. I wish I could find a reason to be happy with myself and who I am. I know things take time, but my time is running out. I can't take this anymore. The drama that I cause, the torture that I put myself through. I'm about to lose it.

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I don't care anymore.
Here I am, desperate as ever, just trying to be heard, even if no one ever listens.
I can't stand it anymore.
I don't know what to do.
I'm seriously about to lose it.

The tears don't stop.
Why don't they stop?

Oh the drama...it f**king makes me sick.

f**k it all, I don't care anymore.
I just want a way to go numb.

dear you

everythings so different when you're only gone for a week :/ so many plans for myself this week but i still miss youu </3 so muchh; come back :)

aww, naomi...


i feel pathetic. its the first day and i feel so lonely. this is ridiculous.

Dear You,
OMG you called. Why did you call?!
-Me.

Dear You,
OMG why haven't YOU called?!
-Me.

blehh..you're going out w/ her now? omgg. it needs to stop. I didn't think I would actually care, but i do. I'm gona hate seeing both of you together tomrow..and the months after that. Good luck with her tho. =] Highschool..is horrible.

I'm uhmm sorry, but I'm going to have to end this. Thanks for all the good times that you brought. Thanks for all the memories. I'm hurting right now while I write this. I'm really sorry, but your winning streak is going to have to end.

|------.... x2 +3³

gg

--idiot

I miss you! =[