Dear createBlog Diary,

Wow I haven't posted here in forever. Anyway...today was an okay day. So I was nervous when we were starting current events. I got butterflies in my stomach as usual. I thought I was going to screw up a few times up there, but all went well. Hahaha the afternoon was so fun(ny). Jennifer were talking about how we would react when we see cute guys off the street, and we got Victor to use pick-up lines on us. LOL. Anyway, not much else happened. Tgif.

-Cheryl

dear cb diary,

today was fun. i had a great time with those girls dancing and whatnot.
fun with him too...but his little teasing that means nothing still gets to me like when he ran away...but i could never stay sad/upset or anything with him...but whatever.
life is...not bad at the moment i suppose.

Dear CB Diary,

Please let me stop liking him. Please, please, please. That's all I ask..I can't like him. It is so wrong. I feel guilty for liking him. He's with her..that phrase runs through my mind 50 times a day, and I can't help it. God I just hope he's not in love with her. I hope not. But I think he is...but why?? I hate high school. I hate it because of this. I hate work because of this. I wish I had never started work..it would be so much easier. I could quit...I have the option to. It would make things a lot easier. *sigh*..It's just too hard.

Why do I like him? I keep asking myself that. There are plenty of other guys that I could run after. But I am so tired of doing this. So damn tired. No one else will understand this. No one understands what I am going through. I try to make it through the day without crying. And it's just too much. I can't do it.

Dear CB Diary,


The most amazing thing happened tonight. I am so in love with this man. I love him to death. I will do anything for him. And if loving him is wrong, I don't want to be right.

And you know what? I don't care what other people think of us. Because when we're around each other, there is no one else.

I love him.

Dear createblog diary,

miss me? new font look. it's okay I guess. =D hmm, today my Grandmother is visiting Alabama. I just hope she gets on the plane, and off the plane alright. because of the Hurricane I am just a little worried that maybe the plane will fall. ahh. it`s so frustrating knowing that. and it makes me a worry wart. haha`s, eww.

pray for the Hurricane victims! <333
Melissa

dear diary,

gosh, i feel weird. i think i got ________ addicted to cb or something. i mean, sure, she can go on if she wants, but i just wanted it to be a place where i could go and be a freak and no one who knew m could say anything. having someone you actually know here is just ... ek...

anyways, me and brandi went to the carnival yesterday. it was f**king windy out, so we had to wear jackets and stuff. we didnt do much except drink lemonade and talk to people we knew. we saw antonio, anthony, patrick, patricks brother, and janette. antonio pretended like he didnt know us and acted all weird and shit. patrick came over and talked to us for awhile, and then hugged us >w<. janette waved, and yeah.

so all around, it was fun. im not really doing anything today. dad says i should bring a friend over. i wanna go to the mall. fwee >.>

Dear cB Diary,

I swear. I can't have one effing day without her bitching at me and leaving me alone. She needs to stfu.

- Kelly

Dear cB Diary,

all i can say is why did she have to like HIM?! the only guy i like. now theyre going out with each other. i cant believe that. i just feel like crying now. f**k it. im pretty sure they`ll break up in a month .... or a year sometimes i wish that SHE never came. Also, i dont get why young kids go out with each other? theyre only like 11 or 12. i dont think thats real dating. thats just messed up. well, i gtg now. i wish i`d have better days

Dear cB diary,

My 2 year old cousin is applying Johnson's baby lotion on himself. It's pretty cute, if you ask me.

Dear createBlog diary,

Today was okay. Sorta fun-ish. It started off with a routine, boring Saturday morning. So then later in the afternoon, I was supposed to get ready to go out, and right before i was about to get picked up, I get the damn stomach ache. Ughh.. Anyway, so then I went to see Transporter 2 with Doug and his friends. His friends are really fun, I have to admit. =] I was pretty skeptical about seeing Transporter 2 since i have never heard of it before today, and it sounded kinda boring to me. Yeah, I am such a hypocrite. >< It was a cool movie. The car chase scenes were pretty entertaining. Anyway, after the movie I went to eat dinner at California Pizza Kitchen. I felt like throwing up afterwards... I think i ate too much. =[ Yeah, that was pretty much it. I think I'm getting more used to my haircut, too. =]

-Cheryl

dear cB diary..
It feels like someone tore my heart out, grabbed a knife scratched it with hurt and put it back inside me..Seriously..Everyone is moving away..First Haruka and then Saki..I knew Haruka was going so, I don't feel really, really, hurt but I never knew about Saki..Gosh..I feel so incomplete..I should have told her goodbye..Why is it so hard to say goodbye to yesterday?Wow..I just said a song title..Haha..
The only thing that makes me happy/laugh is ROTC..How sad..My friends are..I don't know..I guess I don't really trust them?They have their own problems, so I can't talk to them about mines..As weird as it sounds, thats what I feel..I'm like super insecure..The days I have ROTC is so fun..Even cleaning classrooms is fun..Because of the people that are helping..Sigh..Can't wait till ROTC..
--Nancy--

Dear cB diary,

I don't know what's wrong with me. I just broke down crying after watching that f**king stupid so-called motivational program. I don't know why in hell I watched it, but whatever. I just started crying.
Crying about everything, my physical appearance, my friends, school, my grades, my parents and their high-expectations of me and just about everything. I just..GGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH
It feels awkward writing this. I don't know why it's so hard for me to open up to people.

-Sarah

Dear cb diary,
I really don't think Stephen and I can last any longer... Each successive fight gets worse than the previous one, and today, he's giving me the silent treatment? WTF... if that's what he wants, then he should know I'm pro at it. I won't be speaking to him for a while, not until he apologizes or something.
And, then there's the ex... I keep thinking about him, more than I should be. And, I know I don't even have a chance in hell with him anymore, but I kinda do want to... Meh.

The college process is killing me. I reallly hope Ms. Burnell or Ms. Ubieta will write my teacher rec, because I desperately need it.

Dear Diary....


I don't have the attention span to write in a diary.

Dear createBlog Diary,

Today was interesting. I watched the Giants' game, and we lost. >:O Then I went back online and downloaded a crapload of hip hop songs. w0w. I'm starting to like it more and more. I changed my myspace song, and I'm using Toby's layout. Umm....SHIT. School f**king starts up again tomorrow. Ughhh. T_T

-Cheryl

Dear cB Diary,
Today was an okay day. I saw the Exorcism of Emily Rose. It wasn't scary, at all. Phillip is such a silly boy for getting so freaked out. I miss him. I love him a whole lot. But I don't feel it being reciprocated. He frustrates me so much. And now I have no date for homecoming because he just plain doesn't want to go. But of course, that's my fault. Everything is. Anyway, this week is going to be hell. I'm not looking forward to any of it. I want to sleep for days and days or get in my car and drive somewhere far away from everyone. I'm just so tired and fed up with things. Help me?...
-Me.

hello i have a question.. do u know how to make a layout.. if u do plz help

Wrong place to post this. And besides, there are already 43908936 topics on how to make a layout.

Dear cB Diary,

10:33. Damn. I'm supposed to be asleep right now.
So anyway. I have to do push-ups on Wednesday for gym. Call me weak, but I can't do push-ups.

HAHAHAHA. What the hell was that? I was listening to a cover of Across the Universe by The Format (because I have 3 versions on my ipod already) and it squawked at me

Even heroes have the right to dream

Thats right... even heroes have the right to dream... So why dont I??? I'm hurt, down, depressed, and sad. My heart is broken, my life seems to be running away, not to mention I still miss her. I watched the movie, Team America: World Police, and even though the movie was rediculously funny and awesomely bad, I found a memorable quote. "Sometimes all we have is believing."

Right now, at this point in my life its what seems right. Im starting at a new school, im lonley, depressed, sad, im moving away from the house I've lived in for 18 years, heartbroken, confused, shitty and desperetly in love. I may not have lost everything, but Im losing MY everything. My friends are moving away to college, my girlfriend left me, and my foundations in life are slowly crumbling. So if you ask me, the only thing I have left is to dream and to believe. To dream that she'll come back, and to believe that I'll get that fighting chance I want so much. Its ok for me to wish, its ok for me to pray, and its ok for me to ask, so Im gonna take it.

I guess this is what love is like. You go through the pain, you go through the hurt, but day in and day out, you ask for more. You do it cuz you know that deep down it's all worth it. The kisses, the talks, the hugs, the hand holding, everything... All of that erases that work a person goes through to be with the person they can call their own. Surely love has alot more to it, but if you sum it up, love is all about the other person. You do all you can to make them smile, to make them laugh, to give them that side of heaven that they can only get from you. This is what its like to be playing in the big leagues... This is what its like to be playin for keeps... Playing for keeps

Dear Createblog Diary,
f**king A.

I feel like the worst person in the world right now.

Do I even deserve it?

Julia: You know it is all not true, dear.

Dear cB diary,

This is all bullshit, all of it. I'm tired orf it all. I want to fly away, forever. I can't deal with it.

Dear cB Diary,

Random boy who is cute and i have choir with
Wow. I dont know what to do. This is all really weird.
I like him, sort of. I would REALLY like to get to know him better but i know he'll always be looking at someone prettier, sexier, smaller, nicer, funnier or Something. But, DAMN your fine.

BOY
I hate you. Why cant you like me ? Always somebody else. damn

dear cb diary,

i can't believe i cried again over them...and on the phone with him. oh dear. its weird cause i don't like it but...i'm so comfortable and fine with it at the same time. i really don't make any sense. but that guy is amazing. he understands me, he listens and he's just so...wonderful. he makes me happy, truly happy and i love that feeling. i don't ever want to lose that or him. he makes me a better person i like to think too. i don't know what i'd do without him at this point. really.

dear cB diary...
SF was fun..But it really hurt my legs and arms..So ya..
I need to stop procrastinating..Seriously..I don't feel like doing homework..I wish the only class I had was ROTC..Its much more fun then science...The teacher is ok, but idk..The class is very boring..
Ahhh, I have a lot of homework..I have s.s, math, science and p.e homework...My gosh..ROTC is the only easy class..Lol.
--Nancy--

Dear cB Diary,

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