when ever i like a guy, he never likes me back. i noe you've probably heard this a million times before, but mine is different. ok. resently (as in yesterday) i asked this guy who has been flirting with me who he likes, and he said no one, and then he said that he only likes a certain race of girls. so then of course, stupid me i was heartbroken and crying because i really really liked him and i thought he liked me back. then in the beinning of the school year i liked a different guy, but then he didnt like me because i didnt have a ass n i was "flat chested". i always feel like that when ever i like a boy then they get totally turned off by me, and sometimes they dont even know that i like him. its like im jynxed(sp?). and its not fair. im not trying to be mean but all of the girls with HUGE BOOBS in my school get all the guys, and they all flirt with all the guys even when they all have boyfriends, and they all call me ana because im really skinny. my question is does anyone ever feel that no guy on the planet would ever have a crush on them? and do u find it unfair that the girls with the "perfect figures" get all the guys, and then all the other are just there?




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omg on xanga the racist guy wrote "crazy lauren"(im lauren) because someone had a xanga where they wrote" o ______ is my anti-drug, i love him sooo much" and he though it was me and left a comment on that stupid girls xanga saying "hi lauren". then i left a comment on his saying "YOUR A JACKASS!" and last night he imed me (before i knew about this) saying "wow ur nuts" and he wouldnt tell me why i was nuts. i cant stand him anymore. HES AN AHOLE!

wow. well i did had 2-3 guys liked me but i didnt like them back but if its the guy i like..most but not everytime -they dont like me back, and itd not base on looks either; its more personality these days than looks for some reason. & yeah i do find it unfair that grls w. a figure gets guys but its not always true because i mean those guys are just either horny or really superficial [sp] on looks. because THERE ARE guys out there that care beyond than looks. it might seem like that they do get the guys but u know what, they would never know true love. because all they are caring about is looks and not personality.

p.s. you should forget that guy said that u were flat chested and had no butt, that guy is a jerk to begin with, if said that to you. because #1 rule guys should know is to respect a girl/women . and that "guy" didnt give ther respect u shouldnt got from him. screw him he'll end up a bald headed guy w. no wife..and lets see what he missed out on a great grl like you :]

hope i helped*

"and that "guy" didnt give ther respect u shouldnt got from him"
SORRY typing error.. its shouldve , not shouldnt haha..take care!

^ please don't double post, mkthnx


racist people it's ok forget about that shallow bastard

^ i agree. you should totally forget about the jerk. and maybe choose better guys next time... maybe all the decent guys are being overlooked, like you're being overlooked by those other mean guys

^agree with the above too ^^"
just forget about him... u know, it's tough thing to find two people love each other...
i also love someone who didn't love me b4... so many times.

^ Ditto. Would he be any good for you if you really did get together? Who wants a racist boyfriend?

Meh, I think it's a good thing you don't like him anymore....he was racist... I think you should move on and forget about him...