just like the title says...therefore, i know the writing isn't top quality. this is more of a 'getting-my-feelings-on-paper' kinda thing...so yeah. just take note of that when critiquing, thanks.

i don't know.

i don’t know what i feel
my thoughts are impossible to interpret
i’m constantly filled with emotions
joy, grief, anger, heartache
but all i know is what i feel
and why, yet…
there’s still so much i do not know.
why exactly do i feel how i feel?
i know it’s because of him, or that
but why are those things bringing me such emotion
i simply do not understand
then there are moments
when i feel something
but i haven’t an idea
what such a feeling could be
or how they manage to arise within me.
i don’t know how one person
or two, or anyone at all
can make me feel so many different
and contradictory emotions.
is there something wrong with me?
apparently, no
yet i feel like something
is so oddly wrong
i just…
i don’t know.

There is most definitely a lot of emotion in this. It's something I think we can all relate to...I know I can. You expressed your inner torment well. I love it Steph!

Ahhhh so confusing, my brain hurts >.< But maybe I shouldn't try too hard to understand your emotion, it'd most likely self-destruct my brain. But like you said, emotion on paper, it makes sense to you and not necessarily me... or the rest of the world. YOU SHOULD POST MORE OFTEN!... HERE... you post enough over the rest of the site lol. I like reading your stuff, BECAUSE it confuses me. So keep workin on it