xtra_vanilla_hi
Feb 22 2005, 04:51 AM
u knoe that feelin that u get wen ur world cumz crashin down ol of a sudden? u sei to urself wat if i juz kill myself? u can only do it once nd if u do it ryt itz all gona be over, all that misery is gona go away FOREVER... welpz.. i get that feelin nd wen i think about it how im gona do it.. HOW? nd all the WAT IFs nd the WAT ABOUTs

... it's kinda like running away right? u hefta think of wutz gona happen nxt... it seems to easy yet so comlpicated

so i change my mind... until ofcorz the next time i have that urge agen... :satisfied:
yee
Feb 22 2005, 05:23 AM
i wanted to a few times when i was younger, but i realized it was never the answer. the way i see it killing yourself is a selffish act. you ease your pain but think about your family and friends would go thru. another way i see it.. life that is. life is alot of things but in the end its what you make it.
topsyturvy
Feb 22 2005, 08:05 AM
Yes, I know that feeling, and NO, don't do it. Like yee said, consider your family and friends. Who will be the one to first see your corpse and dail 911? Although you ease your pain, you've just created more for your loved ones.
SOMEBODY LOVES YOU.
Wishful_Dream
Feb 22 2005, 08:55 AM
lols. i have an urge to kill myself right now.. >< nothing's wrong, it just feels like everything's falling apart.. x.x"""
but, i'm not gonna kill myself... too many things to lose.. my family, friends, andddddd pet cat. =x
anyways, i still haven't got to see a sunrise yet.. x.x" or even a sunset.. >=(
ps. one of my best friends said that if i died... she would kick my corspe til i came back again..
TrUePaInX
Feb 22 2005, 08:57 AM
yea one time....it suked though...i wanted to run away...wanted to go...wanted my existance to end...wanted death itself....but did i have da guts to do it...NOOOOOO all left was dis small lilto cut i made to my self
(truth for more ask me)
mouse_3k
Feb 22 2005, 10:40 AM
I have that urge everyday...
SandRAWRz
Feb 22 2005, 12:27 PM
i wanted to commit suicde a few times...but i will NEVER will...it is just those things i will think about and never do...so i don't really listen to myself
DaRkLoTuSx15
Feb 22 2005, 05:28 PM

people that cut or commit suicide are ignorant
Shattered_Hope
Feb 22 2005, 05:31 PM
I have that feeling now.
X-Zeifer
Feb 22 2005, 05:38 PM
QUOTE(DaRkLoTuSx15 @ Feb 22 2005, 5:28 PM)

people that cut or commit suicide are ignorant
My cousin is ignorant then but then again i dont know why he does it and yeah i felt like that just during school i did
y0urelectrikk
Feb 22 2005, 06:07 PM
.. I think we all have that urge at one point in life.
ItzOnlySydney
Feb 22 2005, 06:10 PM
suicide is constantly on my mind....cutting keeps the urge down though.
stephinika
Feb 22 2005, 07:07 PM
yes. not that i'd ever go through with it. but i've most definitely had the urge at times...
silver-rain
Feb 22 2005, 08:51 PM
Yeah, I've had that urge before- but I would never have gone through with it anyways.
hoogli
Feb 22 2005, 08:51 PM
i was suicidal for all of last year, but i'm over that now... suicide causes more problems than it solves.
heyyfrankie
Feb 22 2005, 09:06 PM
no i have never actually thought of doing it!

according to my religion, if we kill ourself, we will go to hell. (or at least that is what i has told!

)
i could never kill anyone nevertheless myself! i think it would hurt so much knowing that i was going to be doing it myself!

i could never follow through!
heyyfrankie
Feb 22 2005, 09:06 PM
no i have never actually thought of doing it!

according to my religion, if we kill ourself, we will go to hell. (or at least that is what i has told!

)
i could never kill anyone nevertheless myself! i think it would hurt so much knowing that i was going to be doing it myself!

i could never follow through!
yukichan
Feb 22 2005, 09:41 PM
i used to have that urge...but then i realized that wasnt the answer to my problems...it wouldnt solve my problem and it would just cause grief to others...my friend kinda noticed that and he talked to me and things got better..so i dont think suicide solves anything..
haffkrazy3
Feb 22 2005, 10:06 PM
i think most people do have thoughts of suicide but barely any actually go through with it. ive had them too but i just thought of how id be wasting my life and what ive already accomplished.
dani41790
Feb 22 2005, 11:55 PM
i have that urge like 10 times a week because of my stupid parents
BOAmusics
Feb 23 2005, 12:00 AM
i do have the urge to kill myslef when i hurt some one feeling, for instance my mom or god OR sometime i just feel my existence in like is useless.
ichiban
Feb 23 2005, 12:33 AM
Many times I guess.
I wanna get away from my family. I want to get away from my "friends." There is nothing really worth living for...
SimplicityGirl
Feb 23 2005, 01:32 AM
Many times, but then, I figure, if I don't know the bad part of life, I'd never appreciate the good, and besides, killing yourself solves nothing.
Life is worth living.
apple.
Feb 23 2005, 01:33 AM
yeah, i had breakdowns like that.. but then..i wouldnt do it..
xoxoxx
Feb 23 2005, 04:10 AM
f**k no
Derek4jc
Feb 23 2005, 04:32 AM
I've always thought it was the cowards way out... so no
perfectxflaw23
Feb 23 2005, 06:31 AM
Not anymore, I don't. But I was hospitalized for attempts. Then I went to therapy and was diagnosed and all that jazz. I'm pretty much away from wanting to die right now. These past 8 months, actually. You probably won't believe me, but life really is valuable. It's one of the only things you have for sure. If you say you have nothing to lose, you still have your life. And you don't want to lose that, not really.
Programmer
Feb 23 2005, 07:30 AM
to escape the bull$hit life i got yeah.... once in awhile... never have had the guts to act on it though...
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