Spending hours each day, just thinking of everything, and wat to say. Nothing crosses my mind except for you, and i dont realize how much one idea could change my mind so dramatically. i was being played, and fell for it like a fool. Even though you cause me pain each night, my heart follows only you. i beg myself to let go and move on, but when a feeling is so strong it takes over. From every lie i could think of off the top of my head, i find more reasons to let go. Seeing that i dont have a chance and still hold onto nothing shows how much i care. also my true weakness. Week after week and day by day, every feeling slips away. at times your sweetness makes me weak, but the hurt you provide to me makes me weaker.
wrote it when i was pretty sad... tell me wat u think ..honesty