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The Perks of Being a Wallflower
By Stephen Chbosky

June 10, 2000

Dear friend,

Do you know what "kissing" is? I think you probably do because you are older than me. But just in case, I will tell you. Kissing is when you touch your lips against another girl's lips. Wow!

I thought that in those movies and television shows when they talk about having a cigarette break that they should have a kissing break. But then again, I think this would decrease productivity.

I'm only being cute here. I don't really mean it. I just wanted to make you smile. I meant the "wow" though.

Earlier this week my friend Karla asked me to go with her to Universal Studios. I had such a good time! My favorite ride was Back to the Future. Feeling the heat on my face was such a great feeling. All the other rides were ok but I think I like Magic Mountain more.

Well after we left we decided to go watch a movie. We both sat down in the movie theater and then Karla leans over and looks at me.

"So do you want me to kiss you now or kiss you later?"

I was so shocked. I couldn't tell if she was joking or actually meant it.

"Surprise me," I said.

"Ok"

"I'm sorry I need to go to the bathroom."

I wasn't sure what to do I never kissed a girl before. I always had this image of me kissing a girl on her front porch after our third date. Me slowly going in and kissing her on the lips while holding her neck. But here I was at the movies with a girl on our first date and SHE asked me for a kiss. What a dilemma. Well I mustered up the courage to head back to the movie and sat down.

Suddenly, out of the corner of my eye I see her head coming at me. Ahhhhh!!!! I brace myself for the worst and she goes in for the kill. I remember thinking to myself Oh my god she's kissing me.......wait this feels good.....wait this feels wet.....wait that's her tounge.

I don't remember much of the movie but this has to be one of the best times I've ever had at a theater.

Afterwards, on the way back to her house we talked about the kisses and I let her know that it was my first time. She was surprised at first and told me she thought I was good. That made me happy.

During the ride home I called all my friends to tell them what happened and how come they didn't tell me kissing was so cool. One friend even brought a bigger smile to my face "Lan, if you like kissing this much, imagine what sex is like."

Love always,
Lan

Okay, I read everything what you said up there.

You talked most about experiencing the first kiss.... soooooooooo why on earth did you posted this? Is this supposed to be Dear Diary? Then this should be moved to the writing forum.

If not, what do you want us to say????

I'm not going to read all of that.

it's from a book, silly.

i heard that book had a lot of sex scenes.

OoO That sounds like a good book. I needed a good book to read too!

my friend is obsessed with that book

yeah that does sound like a good book

I've heard of that book but never read it.

yea the book inspired me to write this post about my first kiss......i recommend everyone go out and read it =)