have you ever like.. really liked someone.. for along time.. but than after you stopped liking them.. jsut felt angry at them all the time? like when you talk to them.. you jsut feel some sort of hatred in your heart.. as if you hold a grudge you dont even know about?? well.. not too long ago i posted about that girl steph.. and although i felt like that for so long.. the other day.. suddenly i stopped liking her.. and its really weird.. yet im relieved.. but now when i try to talk to her.. i feel so much hatred towards her for playign with my mind and just acting so vile toward my emotions.. what do you suppose could cause such a sudden change? have you ever gone through it? anyway yeah.. i donno what happened.. but it happened.. cant say i hate it.. yet i cant say its the best feeling in the world either.. but oh well.. later

ok what i was trying to say was.. i guess i shoulda made this the topic.. ok i spent all thsi time.. leading myself to believe i loved her.. but when i finally opened my eyes long enough to realize how ugly she was on the inside.. it made me mad.. so im just utterly disgusted in who she is on the inside.. such a beautiful person.. with such a polluted mind.. know anyone like that?

I say don't worry about it... you tried your hardest and it blinded you to what she really was. Don't beat yourself up over it, and it's natural to feel angry towards her. You're feeling hostile because you feel played, like you were lied to. Just ride it out and give it some time. Pick up a new hobby, look around for other people, just overload your schedule with things, you'll feel better shortly. If not... then we'll think of something else .