Wellllll.......I have like the best friends in this world and i have a lot of friends and i should be happy and hyper and playful b/c a lot of people dont have any at all and i have a ton....i dress abercrombie holister have a wonderful family lil sis,great b/f ima good softball player and everythings always so easy for me and sometimes i still juss wanna be depressed and i shouldnt b/c i have a GREAT life....is this just a stage im goin through?? I hope so cause i do my best to juss be happy all the time besides the times when something really is wrong.....so what da crap

I'm depressed a lot lately, and I appear happy.. it's not weird.

bipolar?

you can be sad / depressed even though you may seem to have alot going for you. life is more than that

umm right now im kinda depressed and happy. im happy with my frenz since they always make me smile and laugh but im sad when im at home

um yea happpi about one thing deprezzed about another

Yeah we all go through it. Sometimes things seem to be going great in your life but there is always going to be something else that isn't in your life that you feel you need or want. Happiness isn't just about the things right in front of you like friends, boyfriend, family..sometimes its just beyond that and problems that you try not to focus on cause you want to be happy, but are still there. Sorry if I'm not making sense, it's just how I feel sometimes, you might be able to relate too.

on some days i go like this:

mental illness?
http://www.nimh.nih.gov/healthinformation/index.cfm

Of course you can.. it's called mixed feelings and internal confusion. almost everybody experiences it.. but don't worry, hopefully some day the happiness will win over the sadness

mental illness???? Hell no...i'm purdy sure im normal

..and sometimes i still juss wanna be depressed..<----wtf? who wants to be depressed?! but yea i guess its possible i feel the same way sometimes, sometimes it gets really bad and other times its just a thing that goes away in a couple hours, but your not alone many go through this its normal, its called growing up

it's juss the stages u go through

yes, u can have both..
look at me..im so sad..my frds are fcuked..my life is fcuked..so fcked..all though.. i get to go to school tmrw n see him~ weird eh? yes..

I look happy but i Am depressed (a good actor) ALWAYS

um yes, you can. i am actually happy when i get depressed, because when i am depressed i draw really good, or in my opinion i do.

being depressed is bliss.....

hahahaha *sad look*

hmmm... You can be if you want to, but not if you take it too far. My enemy has a great family, good grades, and she had taken the depressing too far, by cutting.
I myself, I might feel a bit sad at times, but overall, I'm a happy person =\

(BTW novemberwind, I LOVE SHAMAN KING TOO! ^__^)

i don't know, feelings are weird, i am like that too..

it happens, mood swings.

yeah, i know how that is.

i would do anything to have your life. except for the whole abercombie hollister thing. take advantage of the life that you have cos a lot of people have shitty lives and be grateful, & stop trying to find ways to make your life miserable. you do not want to be depressed ... or do you?

but i guess i know where your coming from in some ways ..

yes :]

maybe there's something missig in your life... like Jesus? or maybe its just hormones lol

um... I don't think that's possible.

I have GREAT friends....but my family juss KILLS me!!! I'm most of the time depressed b/c of them but i cant show it or else stuff happens

everyone goes through a phase every once in a while probably even more than once. dont worry yourself too much, because as long as u realize u live a good life, things will be ok. be happy!

that happens a lot to me. I should be happy around mai frens but sumtimes i feel like i dont fit and become depressed...

yeah happy people sometimes feel that way.

maybe its your view of people

um u want to be depressed? its not fun. LOL

Midlife crisis?

It's okay, it happens to me a lot too. I have a great family, a great apartment, a great friends... but sometimes I'm depressed. Maybe cause of school problems and my future career problems I guess?

I recommend you go and talk to the pyschologist. Maybe they can help you stuff out since they are good at that.