disgusted by the way everyone looks at me
tormented by all the hate thrown at myself
this emptiness inside of me growing out of control
fading to black where i can see no more
what did i do to deserve so much pain
my life thrown away right before my eyes
rushing of unwanted memories going through my head
everything that was once me are now left unsaid
living my whole life through something im not
destroyed what was me and things i once knew
changes that are made are now unchangeable
loss of respect you all once gave me
i got noone to blame but for my own selfish needs
it went out of hand through all of my greed
wow its been so long since ive posted here hahah well heres a writing piece