Hmm so my ex came back today. Some of you guys might remember me talking about this guy who went to bootcamp. Yeah, that's him.
After he left, life went on like normal coz I was so very busy studying for my national exams. Then after the exams I sat down and thought about him. And I realised, "Heck, I don't even think about him anymore. I must be starting to get over him. Whoopee!".
And now he's back. Pleh. I'm happy he's back coz I really missed him. He's just this awesome guy and he's very protective of me. But I also feel like I don't want him to come back. Coz now that he's back, I know my old feelings for him will return. And I don't want that to happen coz everytime that happens, I feel like crap.
I hate getting such complex feelings. Sometimes I think I'm too stupid or immature for them.