don't let rejection get you down. if the guy's not smart enough to go out with an awesome girl like yourself (as i'm sure you are!), then it's
his loss. i don't think you're jealous of your friends or whatnot; maybe you just feel like there's no one out there who really cares for you, but honey, that's not true! you've got family, you've got other friends, you've got tons of people who care! plus, you've got your createblog family!

i feel like this sometimes, mostly because i've never really had much luck in the dating field, but i try to concentrate on things like school and work. sometimes, when i'm really feeling down, i grab my mallets and some music and head down to the local college's music building and play my heart out on the marimba

it makes me feel loads better.