seeing for the very first time

the once warm embrace of friendship had deserted me
in its stead was a hard, cold slap to reality
i hated their
sickening pity,
fake smiles,
and
all the f**ked up lies they fed me
i was so blind,
that i didn't see the goddamn conspiracy
I trusted them
And they turned their backs to me
i was blind then
but now i see.

omg......u cussed too much--_--;; but i get wat ur saying... and i hate when that happens... u trusted them but then they turn their backs to u...if this was real for u.... hope u feel better-_-

i didnt cuss that much....but anyways, i've had a couple of friends who've stabbed me in the back and i was so mad that i came up with this poem...

Wow.

Friends in a conspiracy against you.

LOL! well it seemed as if they were all against me...