Dear CB

I lied to you all those years ago. This is Yen by the way. I mean i know you all knew my name was Liandra (still is), but truth is, nobody calls me Yen and I just used that as an alias because in my tweens, I was afraid of online predators, but more afraid of encountering anyone I know in real life, online (as unlikely as it was). Oh and, I wasn't as old as I said I was. My real birthday is July 6, 1992, so yeah I'm a junior this year. I wasn't TOTALLY lying about being lesbian. Actually does that really matter? Because I'm sure only certain people know of that. I had a relationship with a girl, but I ended up going back on the dude train. I decided to come back here and come clean because no matter how impertinent and irrelevant this message is (I'm assuming that the regulars are still here, but still vastly outnumbered by newcomers)I'm sure the truth needed to come out somehow.

I'm sorry for lying about all that stuff. It's very easy to be pathetic and mendacious in a world so anomalous. I tried desperately to live the antithesis of my own persona, beguiling all of you, but today I was playing my xbox360 then i had an impulse to suddenly confess. I'm not really begging for forgiveness, because frankly, I don't really care. But I'm sure this helps. Though I can't totally say I'm apathetic. I hope I didn't hurt the feelings of those closest to me. Oh and the reason why I disappeared was because I got a job and a boyfriend and I didn't want to waste time here anymore.


Wooh that was lengthy.

who were you again?

Haha your sardonic response was funnier the first time years back. If you weren't being sardonic don't mind me. Eh I'm sure people like Tina, Archie, and Moni could tell you who I am.

Are you the hot Yen? Or the ugly one.

the ugly one dude what are you thinking...

Requesting pictures.

Why? So you want me to verify how ugly I am? f*ck that dude. One adjective is all I need. I'm the ugly one. I don't think the hot one was ever a lesbian. I tried hitting on her but it didn't work.

Yes verify please.

I thought it was Liana, not Liandra? ...

What the...

Damn I feel lied to, hahaha.. Wait, I was.

Nuh uh, Liandra. I was at least honest about that. Then again you BARELY knew me so I can't rely on you to remember little details. Where are the people I know? God is it bedtime already or what...

haha YEN or should I say Liandra, do you remember me well this is quite interesting.

Hi ate...?

Hey tina. Um dispon0ygonekrazy i think i remember you. Well i know you're filipino... oh wait I do. Kris. Right? Hm interesting.

//edit oh wait maybe you're mike? I don't know there a handful of flips in this forum...

Liana, Liandra, whatever. Fact is, no one cares... or remembers :)

haha i aint kris n*gga im mike n*gga

Been hitting the shift+f7 lately?

I think I remember you, andromeda right?

Ouch that hurt :(. Well whatever your name is, hiding behind that screen name or whatever. I don't know how your ego is being fed but obviously it relies on talking shit. :) Oh well. Maybe I shouldn't have intruded on your quest for vanity? You know what, I'll just ignore you from now on.

what does shift+f7 do? I'm not even kidding. Haha you think I'm being pretentious? My my, the people of CB are sure as hell cynical.. either that or just have an annoying stick riding their ass. Does the incongruity in my writing bother you? Should I stick to one way or another? Yeah that's right. That's one of my first screen names. I had puh-lenty.


eeek I double posted. Oh well :) it's not like the police is out to get me. Besides, seeing as how things are it looks like everything's been relaxed.

Years?

This was bothering you that much that you had to come back after years?

yes bothering me all this time! I was playing left 4 dead on my console then all of a sudden i said, "This onerous lie cannot linger in my heart anymore! I must confess"


that's how it happened :)

sawpyen.

im f*cking bored. Someone play xbox with me. If you have left 4 dead.. go quick!

Chill, I wasn't hatin' on you. Its Cariss if you dont remember. what up.

Well im glad you got that off your chest darling.

I don't know you all that well but its ok

No i don't.

also


I'm just confused how you're feeling soo bad about lying to a bunch of kids online? BUT GOOD FOR YOU congrats

whats your gamertag yen

pretendlesbian

It's okay Yen. We all lie. People think my name Kevin Costas now. But it's not.

I stay on my anonymous tip too, so my swag wont get violated.

Yenian!

Hit us up on IM! cB's changed.

Well, I'm a newbie, but that sure was nice of you to come clean.
To be honest..most people probably really don't care.


:)

Yen, I really really hope that this is all a joke and that this is just your insane impractical way of welcoming yourself back to CB just because you realized that no one really cared about you in the first place.



QFT

--Edit: This is Rik btw ;)

Kevin Cutiepie FTW

LOL oh shit its Yen

i don't think you know me. i had another account a couple of years ago, but i don't remember your name.
just the same, congrats for comin' clean.
it's too bad you're not a lesbian though... ;)

HILARY?

krispin

hi yen i seen u be4

Hi there, remember me? =]

Dude, I went through drastic life changes that I kept from people on CB just because I didn't feel like talking about it. Everyone knew my real name and age, but I never felt guilty about not sharing certain things. People just wouldn't have understood what I was going through, and that's okay.

Some of the rude comments aren't exactly merited, though. You know the drill, ignore them, etc.

you're a f*cking joke
someone close this thread