I'm so relieved. I shouldn't be, though. This is going to be a problem, isn't it.

welcome.

: I don't understand. We had something good, and you just left.

: Please don't leave me too.

So I'll just admit this to you now, that I'm stuck on you like glue somehow
You don't know how attached I am getting... ugh this must stop! But you are so sweet...

: do you even love me anymore?

:Stop being so fxing cute, seriously.

Naw

: Godammit get out of my head.

I can't believe how you led me on like that...and I honestly believed that you were a good person. I can't believe I'm actually hurt by the fact you have a girlfriend now. I don't understand why you asked me to go instead of your girlfriend. And I don't understand why you acted like you liked me so much... I can't believe I fell for all your crap.

:It's weird how all of a sudden we started talking more & getting along more. I really hope it stays that way.

:Good luck on your final.

:You're still confusing me. "/

:Sorry about last night. But you just annoy me soooo much sometimes.

argh .. i hate girls like you .. that change as soon as they got a bf

J:Wow, that was amazing. I wish you look at me just the way I want you to look at me.
D: I'm over you.
Je: You are a good friend.

: we are overdue for chillin. i am so down for hanging out!

: you're a pretty awesome person. thank you SO much for helping me out. you know you didn't have to, but you did. that meant the world to me. can i please see you more?

: and here i thought you were referring to me...

: ahhh by chance! let's see if this goes anywhere. regardless, it'll be fun!

: When you wake up one day and suddenly everything has changed, just know that you did this. You made those changes. You made things that way, not me.

: why can't you stop coming back into my life?

: Ugh, it annoys me to no end how you just walk the other way when you see me. I seriously don't know how this all happened. We were such good friends at one point, and all of a sudden you just decided you wanted to hang with that other group. I'm totally fine with you wanting to spend more time with the cooler kids, but do NOT suddenly pretend I don't even exist. I hate you so much right now, you have no idea. But ugh, the thing I hate most is that I still want to be friends with you and I still want to make an effort to talk to you.

I'm moving on from boys to men.

Hmm... am I just being overly critical if I'm beginning to worry that you only seem to like talking about yourself and do not even reciprocate when I ask you a question?

: I am overthinking this way too much but seriously...are we not friends anymore or what?

: STOP SENDING ME RELIGIOUS EMAILS. YOUR CONSTANT PESTERING IS NOT GOING TO WORK.

Dora, Arthur, and SpongeBob are f*cking cool as shit.
For now.

: not sure if that was a good thing or bad thing. for one, i feel a tiny sense of betrayal. you knew what happened, you said (...), and yet THAT happens. but maybe it'll end up being a good thing, like rekindling good times. i don't know. we'll see. i'm really not getting my hopes up this time though. now i know better then to do that. if it ends up being bad - gee thanks, friend.

'bout time. I was getting bored waiting for you.

I know what you're trying to do here, and it's not going to work. I'm tired of your insincerity. Maybe you really are just socially awkward (although I never really noticed it until she pointed out), but I don't think that is an explanation for everything.

I just don't even know what to do, it's such a big dilemma...

I also wish you would stop talking behind my back. It's probably not malicious but I don't do that to you.

I don't get you. You take me out last night, you drive me so far today, but at night we don't talk anymore. I hope this is because I told you we need to focus for finals and that we should talk less. I know that you do like me a lot but the insecure part of me is wondering if you are having a change of heart? You do seem the slightest bit more distant when we are together...
anyway I guess I'll find out after finals. Do I really care that much? I'm not sure...

key to healing is ignoring the shit out of you.
ignoring has hereby commenced.



lol, wtf is that

I think you're gorgeous and so amazing. Too bad I'll be abroad next semester and you'll be graduating in may.

ah, shit, i'm just driving everyone away today.

wtf this goes against everything we've been told.
So who's the more accurate professional?