so people can post here more than once. perhaps once everyday and share your day with fellow createbloggers. So write your day and what did you do?

This is neat.

Dear Createblog Diary,
Today I went to the BMX track with the male parental unit to go check out the big NBL tournament they had there. There were tons of hot guys, but all were racing, so I didn't get a chance to talk to them. I wanted to invite Sarah (my bestest best buddy, for all that don't know), but she was sleeping when I called. When I arrived at my house, I called her again. We tried to come up with a plan for the day, but realized nothing would work out, so she went and delivered her candles for her youth group instead. We plan to do something on Monday because her and Jolie (our other friend) are planning to go to a concert.

Edit // Last night, I painted my nails and they're all prettyful pink now! *Giggles*

-Kathleen

(Is that how it's supposed to be? )

sounds like you had fun kathleen

dear createblog diary,
Today was my boyfriend james's birthday, and i wasn't able to see him, so his mom let me in (he was at guitar lessons) and I left the two vinyl albums that i bought him and a cake that I made and a note on his bed.
Later I am going to an incubus concert with karli, i dont know where it is though

-Jackie

Yay.

Dear CB Diary,
I woke up really early this morning so I could get ready for Ate Dessa's Wedding. It was really fun. Ate Dessa looked gorgeous in her wedding gown and there were a lot of hot guys there. Ate Dessa was lucky. Since she married Rob who graduated from West Point, she got to go under a sabre arch. That was really cool. HAHA but the best part was when Ate Dessa threw the bouquet. I caught it! But then my bitch-ass cousin Melanie AKA Donkey-Kong tried to steal it from me. But no, I would not stop. I got it in the end. BWAHAHA . Then this hot guy caught the garter from Rob and he put it on my leg. Teehee, that was fun. I saw a lot of people that I haven't seen in a long time, like Nadine.. and Bryan.. oh damn he's hot. Okay I think I'm done writing for now. Tata my lovely diary..

x3, Kim.

Jackie - you're going to an INCUBUS concert! *Jealous* Brandon Boyd = drool-worthy

Melissa - aww a wedding! I love weddings! Drinks all around!

Ahh! This is fun!!

Dear createBlog Diary,

Well, today was.. kinda cool. I woke up kinda late, though. 11:30.. anyway, after I woke up, I got online and talked to my boyfriend.. fun, eh? Ooh! And then I went to Best Buy and got two CDs.. "Iowa" by Slipknot, and "Turn the Radio Off" by Reel Big FIsh.. they are great. Later, my boyfriend came over, and we exchanged CDs to burn for each other, so, now I have 2 more Green Day CDs, another Reel Big Fish CD, and another Slipknot CD.

Yes, I am a music nerd. I love music.. it is my life.

Anyway, I've had a pretty good day today..
Blah. But, now Alec is going to another friend's house for the night.. Alec is going to try and persuade his friend to sign online (to yahoo) and then Alec will chat with me. I hope he gets on. I'm dying to talk to him.

Well, I guess I'm out.

--Brie

(Dude, that is awesome! XD)

Dear CB,

I just got back from visiting my grandma(really my great aunt but we all call her grandma) and my aunt. I had a good time there. Nigerians are always cracking me up. My actual grandma in Nigeria is in the hospital, the doctor said she had conjestive heart failure. My mom brought up a good point since when did they have the machines to test for that dieases!!! He just wants her to stay in the hospital so he can get some money. It kills me how everyone thinks that America is just thuis great place where everybody has tons of money. When in reality we all gotta work for our money. But of course they always want to ask for some. I have no problem with my parents giving money to people who are doing stuff and actually care about us, but they like to give to these greedy relatives who only call looking for money from Nigeria. but anywayz....Soon we are going to a wedding reception. I love Nigerian weddings first off you don't have to come to the ceremony just show up to the reception lol. That is one thing i don't understand is American weddings, Don't get me wrong they are cute and all but... the service is from 30-1hour then the reception(keep in mind only feeding people finger foods) is about an hour and then it is over... Nigerian weddings...1-2 hour ceremony, the recpetions is all night long, with dancing, eating, partying....having a great time and then coming back home at the morning time

Well I need to go get ready to dance dance dance at the reception

Love

^^ Hey

I was just at a wedding.

ooh i wanna try!!

Dear CB Diary,

Today I slept in, and didn't wake up till 10. I updated my xanga, and uploaded my pictures of the airshow I went to yesterday. Afterwards, i went to the new supermarket, and did grocery shopping (fun eh?) Then, i went to the dollar store, and bout like 40 dollars worth of random stuff. I bought a spatula, 3 photo albums, headphones, and about 30 other things. (er...gonna go broke!) Later, I went to the mall, and bought 2 shirts and a pair of flip flops.. It was a good day....gonna have lobster for dinner, YAY!

~ MaiZ ~

that was great! boring day tho

dear cb diary(or whatever...),
today, i slept in until noon and then went the forum with my friend sarah, which is like an upscale strip mall. my first stop was the beloved starbucks/barnes and noble, where i bought a java chip frappaccino. YUM! then i went to belk and tried on a ton of ugly clothes just for fun but i got a cute green tank for band camp, because i am a geek and that is the biggest event of the summer. and then i walked all the way home in the dreadful heat, after stopping at cvs to pick up some necessities. when we got home, sarah went home and my friend paige called me and we talked for the next hour while i tried to write this but couldnt because i only had one hand. and tonight i am to babysit for my evil siblings, because my life is fascinating like that.

<3, even though i hate those hearts,
Nicki

Dear CB Diary ^^,

well today i did absolutely nothing....ahh (WORD FILTER) it i'll talk about yesterday.


okay

Dear CB Diary,

today (friday the 25) i woke up around 10 and went to work. walked around gettin paper work for awhile... then i got bored and went into the createblog chat and talk to my fellow Createbloggers for awhile. Then went go get starbucks...drools.. good stuff. After that i got my pizza, i dunno who ordered i just got it. haha i just went up and took it and left. w/e no one said anything went i took it. After that went to back to cube and ate the pizza, chatted some more, messed around, fixed a computer, and yeah that was work. after i got home around 5 and waited for my mom soo we could go to my grandma's house and eat pho =] that was good stuff haha. yeah then after my little cousins wanted to go see shrek 2 so me and them and my older cousins went to go see it. even though it was my 2nd time watching i was still cracking up....haha yeah Puss that cat is like SOOOO awesome haha he's the best.

bye bye journal til next time

(SIGNED HENRY)

my_papaya, I'm going to have band camp too X]! Hehe, I like this idea, I'll blog tonight =).

dear createblog diary,
today i have literally worked my butt off trying to finish all my geometry homework from summer school. This is sooo crappy. And my dad is pissing me off like crazy. Why, you ask? Well, first off, he's living with my mom's old bst friend. sick stuff, eh? second off, he expects me to be "mature" about it and so called "bless" his decision. Talk about too much from a 14 year old? anyways. i think im going to go basooookeeeee if i dont do anything soon. bye createblog.
love, grace

ps... moving this to writing because it fits better there.

dear cb diary,
today ive been so f'ing pissed at my brother, dad came finally and my brother just HAD to piss me off infront of him, i might be a totall-peace girl but when im mad.. im mad.. so i said the fing word so many times in public today, i got a bad influence to my dad.. now he thinks i changed alot.. in a bad way.. i wihs sean would drop dead.. eck.. w.e..

much love,
PearL

this loks like fun!!

Dear cB diary,
todat i woke REALLY late and then started watching Stuck On You. Afterwards, i ate potatoes for breakfast. Around 1, my dad called me and then told me that I'm gonna be the new web designer (even tho i have no experiece) for his website. After I talked to him i started reading Fruits Basket in my brother's room.
wuv, Megan

Dear createBlog Diary,

Today I had the weirdest dream in my sleep. I dreamt of Henry. - -;; Then I woke up and went online. I chatted with a bunch of people I never met before.

I read something my ex posted. I'm glad he's still alive. I thought he was dead. But anyway Chris came back from Canada today! I missed him like crazy the whole 9 days!

Now I'm gonna go back to procrastinating.

Love,
Ashley

haha really? wow i'm just everywhere huh

Dear Createblog Diary,
Since I found something to talk about, I thought I'd write it to you rather than giving you my boring day (where I went out to watch a movie that I didn't end up watching anyway). I love jigsaw puzzles. Sometimes, I think of it as patience...but sometimes, it makes me feel more complete. To fill up the holes from using the pieces they give to you altogether. Um, bad example...but I love the feeling when you finish

glad everyone likes my topic. this is what i did yesterday.

Dear Diary, yesterday i went to a birthday party. i had lots of fun. BBQ, and games. and most of all sandra went. =) and we got...close =)

--Felix June 26 2004

feeling-- unwanted

oh cB diary,
i hate this one boy. i hate him cuz i am really feeling him. i like him so much. i give him the hints. he just tuns things against me its so stupid iknow i have tog et over him but its not as easy as it sounds. i hvae tried. even my friend told me to get over him but i cant. i cant hold back.
i talked to him at 1 am. something liek that he is so stupid. why cant he say something.

-fragile heart.


-i guess its ok for a first-

Dear createBlog[dot]com Diary,

Sunday, June 27, 2004, This morning I had to do some SATs practice, how boring is that. Then around noon, my parents and I went to Columbia Mall to buy some clothes. We went to mostly Bananna Republic. My parents ended up paying around $120 for both of their clothes. I, however, did not see any clothes of interest. Boring day so far. I can't wait to get on the plane next week and go to Texas. I want to spend time with my cousin and my 23 and 24 year old "nephew" and "niece". Dang, they are like double my age yet I am still considered their "uncle". I'm hungry.

Yours truly,
Mini.

Dear Diary,

I went to school today and finished 2 of my verbal tests. I managed to say the word 'grasp' sorta properly. Kinda hard to pronounce it with braces. It kept coming out like 'graphs'. Aced both of them anyway.

Went for extra Malay class. Almost fell asleep. It was so boring. The teacher tries to be funny but really, he's not. At all.

Came back and here I am. Chatted with Henry before he went to sleep. Had another dream of him last night. - -;; I've been talking with him too much.

Love,
Ashley

Dear cB diary,

Over the weekend, I searched for a new job. No one was hiring, and I'm broke. I can't go to New York and California broke can I? Well our block had a strange block party, so I decide to crash. Then the police came because one of the neighbors called since the music was too loud =\ whatever. So I'm about to get a drink, then my sister finds me, and makes me come home. I also found out that I won't be able to see the guy I like for another 2 months [maximum]. I wait about a year and a half just to end up waiting again. Blah.

Fa la la la. Y3|\/|!

dear cb diary
icant belive i woke up t like 1:30. P.M
thats late. i should be liek that. oh goodness i am becoming lazy

Dear Createblog Diary,
My mom made me feel like crap today, so I cried a good hour and didn't get to see my best friend or a guy I wanted to hang out with. Currently...going into my depression mode for the second time in my life.
-Kathleen

dear dary

work was bad. i droped two bowls of soup. i shall nw take a nap.

-jerry

::jerry::

Dear diary,

Monay June 28, 2004, I went to my tutor today. He reviewed grammar with me, how boring yet hard because I never reviewed grammar for 3 years. Then he gave me an SAT prep packet to do, it's 10 pages. 0_o Anyways, I also went to the indoor pool and swam for 30 minutes. It was very relaxing. Blah blah blah..then I went home and turned on my computer. The afternoon of joy had begun.

Yours truly,
Mini (MUAH!)

Dear Diary, June 27, I went to this girl's house, (babygurl_xtacy)'s house. shes on createblog too. yea, took some pics. and hanged around, played basketball with his bro.

June 28, I went out with sandra, she has createblog too, and now i am worryed because she is still not online yet yea, i hugged her soooo many times. and I LOVE HER. my heart only beats for her.

-- faithin felix

Dear Createblog Diary,
Sooo...sleepy. Couldn't sleep the whole night. Bad dreams. Insomnia. Especially since that dead cockroach was in my mind right before I went to sleep. Mom was in a cranky mood...pshhh. Went to my lessons...and then was in a good mood all rest of the day. *But I don't know what will happen later on.*

dear createblog diary,

i suck with girls this week. they all eather get mad at me easily or stop liking me or are mean. . the only things that have been keeping me happy are my band, HIM, and Michael Myers killing people.i love michael! he'll never break my heart.
and abbott and costell meet frankenstein...and the munsters... i missed the 48 hour marathon on TV land, though. writing helps, too. i should write more.

bye bye
~lunchbox

Dear Createblog Diary,
Lies...lies, lies...is all I hear. I'm becoming so paranoid and insecure with the world. I can't trust anyone anymore. Every single time, I just grow more and more, hurt. I can't bring myself to it as I used to. I feel like I'm lying to the world everyday when I'm putting on that smile. I feel really fake. No, I'm actually not blaming it all on me. Not one of my friends actually care to notice. All of them...I mean all of them, they blame me for never telling them how I feel. I can still remember an old friend that I had, she told me I was inconsiderate. It was a time when everything blew out of me...when I told her so many things that went on in my mind on a typed e-mail. I was furious, really furious. She constantly made me feel hurt. She claimed she was my best friend like someone else I used to know. Lies. I was not important to her. She made me feel insecure, if she considered me as a good friend or not. I was only looking forward to when I had a class with her, yet she never gave any appreciation or paid any heed.

Too much hurt...really. Constant guilt. Constant guilt. Constant guilt. I don't know...it may be what I did was wrong, but I was not a whole one-hundred percent to blame. Always saying I keep everything to myself. All of them. I'm tired of it. I'm seriously tired of it. They never thought of how hard it was to keep it inside. To keep all these thoughts inside, and to still walk to school. I can't smile, and your point is? SORRY, if I don't pay attention to you as much. It never seemed like they ever paid attention to ME. Why do I have to think of their side and they can't ever look at my situation? It hurts...it really hurts. I wish to tell it out, but I can't. Just give me some understanding and that's all I expect. But no.

I don't trust any of them anymore. I can't afford it. I can't help it. I'm no longer me. I've changed into a person even I, am foreign to. I've grew into something that I'm afraid of. If I felt trapped then, then what am I now? If I felt lost then...then what is it that I'm feeling now? If it's impossible to erase the pain, I wish to erase all my happiness and great memories, friends, anything to deal with cheerfulness from the past, present, future...so I don't ponder for it so much, so I learn to be used to this.

I'm afraid of the new me.

Sorry, long blog...I had to.

I'm really sorry you feel this way right now, I went throught this too, it was a really dark time in my life. I didnt know my friends anymore like that all dont care or what not about me. I just went along my day with a fake smile and pretend nothing was goin on but yeah i was hurting inside... it really sucked. I have never felt soo sad in my life during that time period, everyday was a pain to get up and face the harsh world and friends. Things finally worked out when one of my friends got really close with me and i felt as if people cared about me. And yeah i told her about alot of things and she help me about of this "period."


Sharie if you ever need someone to talk to....you have my number just pick up the phone.

Dear createBlog diary,

When I am normal, I call those who cut weak. When I am depressed, I think of it as a way to release all the hidden emotion. Yet I've never cut myself before.

No, I still don't dare cut. But I've recently started scratching myself. I use my long nails and scratch my upper arms until the skin comes out and I bleed.

I think it's an improvement. I've always cried myself to sleep, I always 'acted'. But now I feel like I'm doing something. And it just feels so damn good. Maybe I'll start cutting soon. And then, what's left will be death.

Noo, that's not the way... Don't do it, it will cause more pain.

Dear cB diary,

Yesterday was okay. I talked to Jose on IM, that was way too funny. x) I couldn't find my dad's USB cord, which pissed me off. Then I decided to cook. Randomly I make some noodles. Yum...they actually came out good. Woohoo~ still job searching -_-;;. It sucks that I'm not being funded <needs money badly> I counted 3 times yesterday, and I have come to the final amount of money I have, 23 cents. Blah.
>>yemi

Dear CB Diary,

I think photobucket always knows when my layouts are at it's mercy. It never works when I need it to. I've also tried every other image hosting site that I know of, and they refuse to host my image.

I'm also on a bad luck streak. Every layout I make, starts with an amazing idea, but when I design it, ends up like crap. It's almost like designer's block.

Anyway, I'm going to my mom's on July 3rd. I don't know if she has internet so I might not be on for a while. She has a boyfriend that she's living with. Meaning, that I am going to have to stay with her and her boyfriend in their apartment. And quite frankly, I am extremely nervous. Almost all of her boyfriends have been scum, besides my dad. She says he's really nice, but then again, she says that about ALL of them.

Sorry for a somewhat long and useless entry.

-Brit

Dear CB diary,
its the second day of summer, and i'm sooo bored. my brother and i have this schedule for going on the computer, and right now, its my turn. but when i'm not on the computer, i have nothing to do. i've already read all the interesting books. i really need to get out, but i need to do something with some people.
i tried to go running again this morning, but i was too tired. i will go running tomorrow! i will...
anyways, i'm addicted to playing towers. after my friend re-introduced it to me, its all i've been playing.... hmm, i think i'll go play now. too bad i'm not good...


- linda

dear diary,

*sigh.
I still miss him. I want to be more than friends again. only if I could have another chance, if I could just hold him in my arms again..
I just can't seem to get over him. I know, he was my first bf and I need to have more experience but I really loved him a lot. I was talking to a friend the other day and I told him that I still had feelings for my ex. Well, since he's bff with my ex, he said that he wouldn't tell him anything and I made him promise.. this is kinda like what I told him " I heard that he hugged someone and that they like each other. I dunno. I just can't stop liking him" and our whole conversation was just based on that.

I trusted him and everything but he just ended up telling my ex that I saw him hugging another girl which, I didn't. and my ex got from that, that I still had feelings left for him. The reason why I'm so upset is because he was just leading me on and sh!t. and then he just ended a yr's relationship. argh, why can't I let go of him.. I know he isn't worthy of me....

dear createblog diary,
today i kissed her, well a lot more happened, but i kissed her. lip to lip. hahaha, first time. omg, i loved that feeling. i also want to thank you god for making today such a wonderful day.

-- faithin felix

Dear Diary:

Is it possible to be this smitten?


Waccoon Out.

Dear cB Diary,

I love createBlog. It's the best.

-the_average_xangan.

yes its me agian. i have to write....
theres no one i can talk to. no eone wants to hear it.
but i love that boy.
oh my goodness
if he were to hold me and give me a kiss it would be the best one EVER. i would not complain do anything negative. i would be the happiest girl

Awww...I'm here to listen



That sounds really sweet, feeling glad for you



WHAT?!?! I know when I write, it's scary how suicidal it sounds, but I never knew it sounds THAT scary. I hope you're not freakin serious Don't be selfish.

Dear Createblog Diary,
Morning was boring, but when I headed into createBlog Chat, it was so funny . Mostly everyone left...but we had the kinkiest chat ever ...one of those times I'll never forget, haha. *added to my unforgettable memories*

Dear createBlog diary,

I found out today, my first love never loved me. He was playing me. The pain, it's unbearable. It's just... Gawd I dunno what to say right now...

<--- that smile's not correct, it should be a maniacal smile. I got blood all over my T-shirt sleeve.

Dear Diary;

I guess its luck but its the same Hard luck... I guess its love but its like she said, Love is like a role that we play...I could die from the words that you say



God DAMMIT...So today was teh first day I've seen megan in months... I met her and her friends at the beach hoping to finnally get to talk to her, see whats been on her mind, and to meet and talk to new and old friends... It wasnt that. Today was a really hard day. Seeing megan for the first time today was so hard. Her boyfriend was there... Need i say what and how i felt??? It was so hard to look at her and not feel anything. Its so hard to see her and not remind myself how much I miss her. I miss her... I miss everything. I even miss the f**king arguments. As the time on the beach passed i realized that I went for the wrong reasons. I went because I missed her... And going there wasnt going to make my missing her ease up, instead it made me miss her more. As I drove home i kept telling myself to stay strong, to hold my head up high, to let it go. But the more i think about it, the more it hurts. The more it hurts, the more i break. It hurts when I think about her. I always think about her, and whenever I do, I catch myself asking if she misses me...Does she think about me, does she ever think about me when shes bored, when shes hurt, when shes lost, when shes happy?

Its just not fair. I've herd about megans new boyfriends. I've herd what they did, I've herd there past... It hurts to know that they arent being the best person for her. It hurts because i know megans criteria of guys. I know what she wants. I know what she demands. And these guys dont even meet half the things she asks. They dont go out of there way for her, they dont become truthful, they didnt love her like I did. How did all these guys get there way into her heart and not go through the trouble i did. I went through it all... I had to prove my self to her more than once, I was the one who held her high when she was low...They got it all, and here I am the guy who did all he can to be the man she wanted, needed, and asked for, and Im the guy suffering.

I read on someones site that says "Do you know this person...I replied...I used too". Thats what I would tell someone if they asked if i knew megan. I dont know her anymore. I miss the old her. Granted I havent really talked to her in two months but where did the old megan go. The old megan i used to remember was the type of girl who only said things when she felt that they would help the other person. The old megan who wouldnt settle for second best, the old megan who never let someone in her heart unless they proved themselves worthy? Where was the old megan that whenever she walked by everyone could notice the passion and fire in her eyes to be better? What happend to the megan who was home on time, who didnt sneak out, who really thought about things before doing them, who cared more about her friends then herself, the one who wrote letters, who smiled at me, who held me, who kissed me, who told me she loved me...Whered she go? Please tell me where my megan went???

The memories I keep are from a time like then
I put on my paper so I could come back to them
Someday i'm hopin to close my eyes and pretend
That this crumpled up paper can be perfect again

Dear Createblog Diary,
I cant understand what I really truly feel anymore.. I cant help myself but the guy I am falling back in love with is my ex boyfriend. Its like every move he makes hyponotizes me & I'm too chicken to even say Hi to him. I dont understand whats been going on lately.. everyone is like ho he still likes you he wants to go out with you again because he is in love with you but then I dont know if that is true. & Then theres David.
I should just ask him & clear up everything. People really suck when you say just one thing & they totally overreact about it. grow up..
this summer has been so boring

__more later <3 Caitlin

Aw, eboarder2020, people change. I've seen change of people since I was very young, from my sister to my friends, to other people I don't even know very well. It just happens, and there's no complete reason for it. I also hated it when people change...but when I see myself reacting to things differently, I notice that I'm changing as much as I hate it, as much as I don't want the way it is going. Maybe she couldn't help it either. If you ponder of her so much, you should talk to her. Two months. It's not a short time, but even though it's not a long time either, you should work it out. Do something instead of thinking and hurting. Solve your worries. I know, not as easy said than done, but you want something good for her, right? I don't exactly know the situation, but that's only my opinion.

Dear Createblog diary,

Today I saved the my town from town destruction. I also saved a child from starvation by getting him to eat pizza. You know this is a lie right? I haven't done anything but take nature walks. I'm so lame. I need to die.

Love,
Kim Jr.

thanks sweetie =)

Dear diary,
my shoulders are sore. i slept all wiered and thats the thing that made me all sore. ugh! should have know. i need to do stuff. i cantbe at home on the computer. its summer vacation i have to go out.

Love the idea.

Dear Diary,

Went to the Decathlon Club today with my best friend again. For the second time in a row. Tomorrow will mark the third. Yeah, just getting some exercise in. Then yeah, got home and went online. He came back today, from his one trip. It makes no difference though since we rarely talk to each other anyways. I'm trying to move on this summer. Just gotta focus more on my grades.

<3

Dear Diary,
Today I feel like socking people and smacking them straight in the face while seeing their putred expressions fade away while my fist slowly drops down. I feel like a piece of crap that has landed in the middle of an abandoned road.
Okay, that was a bunch of BS. Okay, today I saw Spider Man 2, Tobey is hot...tomorrow I might go to a theme park. Yippee.
Bye!
Love,
Natalie