This is not how ii pictured it
This is not how its supposed to be.
Im not supposed to be here
Is this really me?
Everything is diiferent
Everything has changed.
Is this still my life story?
Or am ii forgetting a page?
Why did she give me life?
Why did she bring me here?
Obviously she doesnt want me
If she doesnt want me near
Where did ii go wrong?
Why am ii so sad?
Is it because ii left everyone?
All the friends that ii had?
I live in a new house
I go to a new school
But somewhat ii still feel
Like some kind of fool.
I want to die
I want my life to end
Sometimes ii wish that it never had to begin.