Oh, you bitch.
This is more fun than just asking you, though.

I wish you would put some effort towards our relationship, even if it's just a little bit. I had to tell you what I wanted from you, and even when I did that, you still didn't do anything. I've done so much for you, and all I want is a little bit of something back. But maybe you're just too busy? I don't know. Sometimes I feel like you just don't want to do anything for me, at all. But oh well, do whatever the hell you want. You've got me wrapped around your fingers, so I'm not going anywhere. I love you, and I hope when you come see me you can make up for things like this.

Don't fall asleep this time, okay?

dear you,
i hope you know that i really like you & appreciate everything you've done. i never thought we'd go so far.. and i definitely never thought my feelings would grow so strong. but, i guess in the end, they did.
i really want this to continue.. and to continue on a good path. i really am wondering what she had told you.. and wondering if she just talked to you or you talked to her. and i'm wondering about THAT.. i really don't want you to worry. in all honesty, i will be happy with whomever you choose to go with. for me, if you ask or don't ask, good will come out of it. so yeah. i don't want you to ask me because you feel obliged to.. :|
yepp.. but so far i'm so happy with you.
and whenever im around you, everything lights up.
i like this feeling.. and i never thought it'd be you i experience it with.
<3 :)

I had the most amazing weekend ever. You looked so handsome, despite the fact that you think you're ugly. I'm really glad you got to meet some more of my family, even if it was really awkward. I know we couldn't do it this weekend, and I respect your reason for why we couldn't. We'll be able to someday, trust me. I loved being able to fall asleep in your arms, and matching my breaths with yours. I laid in bed for hours last night, just listening to you snore, and thinking how amazing you are. It's such a shame you can't see it yourself. I look forward to next weekend the most! Let's make the most of it, okay?

I miss you call me soon ):
I'm so not going to school tomorrow hahaha XD

: You're too high-maintenance. Too mean;critical. You care too much about "class" and whatnot. And being an actress. Get over yourself, please. I'm starting to not like you as a friend as much as before. Don't you see that your attitude is making your friends not talk to you as much? Not good, girly. You need a reality check.

: You're amazing, bestfriend. . If anyone can make me respect my parents & think about obeying them, it's you. You are aaaaahhmazing!

: You got a haircut.

: I'm 100% completely over you. Yay me! I took the last step yesterday and deleted your birthday from my calendar. I mean, of course I'll still remember. But still. It helped a lot. Now if only you could delete certain dates from the calendar. sigh. Anyways. If you're not going to try & be friendly towards me, I'm going to stop trying. Beucase everytime I try, our covnersation goes nowhere. Oh well. I'm done.

: I can't wait for the summer to go to your aunt's house and you guys can teach me to swim!!!

: Thank you...it means so much. Happy 1 year and a half.

AHH SO CLOSE, I NEED TO GET YOU SOMETHING OMG >____<.
But nevertheless, I can't wait. And I hope it's not on your final ): I'll be super sad... ): ):

I hate this paper omg, I want to sleep.

I don't know what to do about you, or us. I don't understand why we can't get along sometimes.

Can we rewind back 1.5 years and can I take back what I said. I never wanted to break up, and I knew I should have work harder to keep us together. You were the best relationship I ever had, and I haven't had a half-decent relationship since. I really miss you. I wished holding your soft little hands and walking around campus and feeling so happy. I miss all the little talk and all the laughter we once had. I just wish we never broke up.

: I miss you already. I can't wait to see you this weekend, mon amour.

: f**k! Leave me alone. We're going out tomorrow, right? GREAT! Stop calling me right now damnit! I'm at work!!

C: did you just say you love me? omg... it's not that i hadn't thought it at times but it's been three weeks, i knew there was no way i could be feeling that yet. but it didn't freak me out. i'm actually excited as to what'll happen now.

We're both kind of wildcards. You're the partying, athletic, musical academian, and I'm the... empathizing, athletic, musical academian. I guess it kind of works out here because we're both lonely.
and future ivy kids, bitches.

Stop taking it out on me, im sad already.

:i understand you assuming you know me emotionally, but how the hell would you know me more than i do when it comes to me physically?
:fukc you you motherfukcer
:piss off, eh.
:youre getting on my nerves
:child.
:i wanted to talk to you today but you ran off to quickly =[
:toughen up, NOW
:mmmmm, aero

I hate the fact that you always have to do what your family asks of you. Your cousin is the one who should take care of his damn kids, not you guys.

: te amo. forever.

: i don't know why you're lurking around but you better watch what you're doing...

I'll let fate handle this one.

ARGH why did my phone have to be off when you sent me that message SIX HOURS AGO?

Rawr.

I agreeeeeeeee

: i can't believe things are like this. how could you?

: ti amo

Can't wait to seee whats happenin' today!!

Omg isn't it ironic how you're possibly 'foshizz up the spout' when I've done much worse? Don't worry I'll help you with it.

I'm sorry. I feel weak and stupid for apologizing. I don't even know why I'm apologizing because you can't say I'm wrong for accusing you for what I thought you were doing. I mean, she's your ex, you guys seemed pretty close when the incident happened, and the way you guys were positioned? You can't blame me. I don't want to lose you, even though I already have. I want to be able to get you back and claim you as mine. I saw her walking towards the direction that she doesn't usually go.. Your away message says away and out with a winking face. Does that mean you're out spending time with her? I'm always thinking and thinking about that. Damn.. you don't know how much I want to call and check up on you. This is so hard. I'm about to start punching walls.

:im getting annoyed by you more and more every second
:when are you getting it removed?!
:i really really do hope i dont get into forest hills because going to high school with you would be torture

: I wonder if you notice me. Man, I was so excited to walk into class with a new bag, and a different hair style and see you. But nope! No such luck. I hope you're alright. If you're sick get better. Gahhh. I can't believe I'm falling for you. Fast. Sigh. And did you catch me staring at you yesterday? AHH.

:Stop the fighting; stop the madness. I'm actually not on your side. Bleh. It's weird how we don't talk as much anymore. Idk. A bit sad.

: why do you come off as such a nice little girl and then are sooo mean to people who are supposed to be your friends for no reason? Ehhh.

: I'm more on your side. I don't agree with them.

: You don't know me; screw you. Nothing is wrong with my nose....

L: i'm glad i could make you feel like a million dollars. you really are that amazing. he was right, i do impact a lot of people that i meet, but it works both ways. *muah*!

:I love you. You just can't see it. I want you to be mine. Please realize it. But maybe you'll see it one day.

: LMAO. today was fun. I just met you guys, and already were tight.
I love you guys, lmfao. Highschoolers know stuff.

_____: I wonder what songs you'll sing since H.O.T's been disbanded for so long. I can't wait to see you. aksfhasfha I should research and see if you have any solo songs.

_, i'm really hurt by everything you've said. you must have a really f**ked up way of thinking to think that i was flirting with you . . . when you were the one telling me that if i ever need a release from my bf that you would f**k me and not tell anyone about it. I WILL NEVER f**k YOUR UGLY STANKASS, I WASNT FLIRTING WITH YOU, AND YOU ARE FULL OF SHIT FOR TALKING ABOUT A PRIVATE CONVERSATION TO MY BF TO TRY AND GET US TO BREAK UP. I f**kING HATE YOU AND IM GLAD YOUR ROOMMATE IS KICKING YOU OUT BECAUSE OF ME IM SO f**kING HAPPY BECAUSE GUESS WHAT IM MOVING IN WITH MY BF INTO YOUR OLD ROOM HAHA :] I HOPE YOU GET HIT BY A TRUCK AGAIN

: My god. Are my messages not clear or something when I shout, "SWITCH!" or "YOURS!" I'd like to think I have a loud voice and you've said so plenty of times. So how come you're not listening? Do you think I don't know how to play and have no experience? No, that's you. You're acting like a big baby (a really, really really big baby) who makes up excuses for everything. I know it's dumb to be worked up because we lost, but it's a f**king embarrassment when you lose because your partner just stares at the ball and watches it hit the line and laughs.

: Hm, I guess you are right. Kudos to you.

: Learn how to count, beezy. My body paragraph didn't have 200+ words, wtf?! I don't like the way you peer edit. [it seems silly to get mad about this But still...]

: I just can't get you out of my head, Boy it's more than I dare to think about

: A month ago, I would have wished your teasing would be true. Now, I don't care. Cause I'm over him!

: Foolio we haven't talked. I meant to call you earlier. ahh I'll call you around 10!

I wish you were my prom date =/

teacher:

nobody likes you.
i cant believe you called us mini pancakes. thats totally messed up. you say we're ignorant but have YOU watched the news lately? we've BEEN knowing whats going on the africa. do you even know about all the different stuff thats going on in asia? do you even care? $50 says north korea is on your list of countries to visit. you cant solve every prepubescent's problem. you know nothing about the islam religon so dont think you do. you tell us we should do something about the poor people in africa. lemme ask you a question, the hell are you doing?! yea yea, you donated..what was it? ten bucks? yea, ten bucks the night of idol gives back. whoopdeedoo. you dont do shit for this world and yet you nag us about it. cut the crap about us being kids and how we have a big impact on people all over the world. you think cuz you have a kid yourself youre not allowed to do anything? what are you? 30? yea, pretty damn old. youre ignorant therefore you are only loved by ignorant people. thats why your lower functioning students are more fond of you than we are. you brag about yourself and that would be fine if there was something to brag about. you dont leave the city perimeters because youre SCARED. it has nothing to do with how people else where are racist and whatnot. youre too scared to meet people that might not like you.
FUKC YOU.

Baby, it's so weird being this happy. Sometimes I feel myself causing fights because I am not used to being in a healthy, loving relationship. I am so used to having drama and fights that it's just sometimes weird that we are soo good with eachother. I feel so comfortable and like I can be myself and do and say anything with you. I know you don't judge me and you think I am beautiful even if I haven't showered in a few days and have no makeup on. You love me so much and I feel like I don't deserve you at times. You are the best thing that has happened to me in so long and I can't believe we've been together for almost a year now! I love you so much.

: I want you to leave

: I want her to leave

: I'm glad you and I somewhat share an opinion on this whole situation.

:Tomorrow is Monday. Monday is a school day. A school day means I get to see you! I will go insane over the summer if I don't have at least one covnersation with you.

Nice try

R: WOW THAT WAS HOT!
P: I'm glad you understand
L: Thanks for helping

: where are you?! it is f**king sunday night!

You look beautiful everyday. I don't know how you feel about me but i'm afraid that if i don't make a good impression everyday, you won't consider liking me back.

I know it sounds dumb. i just really wish i knew what you think of me. I do not want to rush things because it might scare you away but at the same time i'm afraid that if i take too long, you will lose interest, if any.

Thanks for closing the chat window. Thanks for not being there when I wanted to talk to you. You're the best friend I could ever ask for.

i sometimes feel like i'm walking around with my right arm cut off.

:you don't matter. you never will. things are better off that way.

:keep talking ish. remember: i know all your secrets.

: thats hot

Alex: I can't believe you didn't deny it.. now he thinks I like you.. when I don't.. what's your f**king problem?!

See you tomorrow, hot stuff!

: You didn't come today. Gahh this is driving me insane. For one of the first times at my stupid school I actually feel like going, but the reason I want to go is you. AND YOU.ARE.NOT.THERE.!!! Are you sick? You were sneezy on thursday. idk. -shrug- I hope you're better by tomorrow so I can see you

: Aww I missed you today! It was hilarious calling you at lunch though. You make me laugh like crazy!

: WTF was that today? You and I used to be closeeee. So close, at the beginning of the year. Wtf happened? She's taking you away from me. I seems a bit jealous, but SERIOUSlY! You say you have to tell me what happened, so I'm waiting for an exciting explanation and I turn around from being at my locker and you're leaving with her! It's annoying.

: It's right what they say about you. You're clingy. And you tear groups
apart. Hmph.


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2no one imparticular: as year or so ago today, i would have freaked out if i missed an assignment, especially in my class i have the lowest grade in. WTF happened to me?

:gaygaygay!