i seriously hate needles & blood... i've passed out at the doctor's before because of them. so i most certainly close my eyes and think happy thoughts.

When my boyfriend is here he just holds my hands and gives me kisses but when he's not i just look away and think about him.

It's recommended that if you don't see that kind of stuff, you'll remain calm and won't go crazy and hyperventilate or do some other trash. For people with abdominal wounds, we're told to turn their heads to the side because I'm sure they don't want to see their guts hanging out.

Same principle.

well today im getting a physical & she tells me - oh btw youre getting bloodwork today.

it took all my energy not to start bawling. but i was tearing and she was like okay come back tomorrow and well do it then.


so no i dont watch it go in.

ha awe.

Ive answered, but its pretty damn amazing how fast it goes in the vile.

one time my dad had a nurse that asked him to hold it. I dunno if I could do that

Yeah, I do.
Hahaha :]

I don't ever think I did, but I might be able too. I just think of something else.

I watch it when it punctures my skin and after that too, when it begins to fill up in the tube, haha.

Although once I almost passed out from staring at it too long.

I have. It kinda grosses me out at first, watching the needle go in and the blood come out, but after a while, I'm just kinda like 'eh.'