____, sorry that you got kicked in the nuts. :(

____, i don't feel like that much of a dork now that i can talk to you about FF7 and all sorts of fangirly things.

___: i hate you.

___: why did you have to do that to her? DIE.

I do not know how/what to feel =[

"All I want to do is spend a lifetime with you..."

this'll be super fun. ^_^ i can't find any of the right clothes though..

: You're kidding me right? Seriously, wtf.
: Feel betterrr, I really hope you enjoy your birthday weekend.
: Sigh, you disappoint me, c'mon I know you can behave better than that hon.

Wow, it's like you did a whole 180 on us. What the hell did we do to you? All we ever did was be supportive of you despite the fact that you made the worst decisions ever. What gives you the right to treat us like we're crap?

g;
five minutes turned into a good whole hour. i fucking hate waiting.

God why is it that all of these girls suddenly want to hang out with me when I am jobless? Where were they when I was rolling in dough?

I can't help but ask the questions I do, because deep down, I'm comparing myself to him. So far, dude can't hold a candle to me, but he has your heart. Sooner or later, we'll have our chance together. I love you.

: I still hate you. Thanks for going away when I went up to you two, though. You know in the end I'll win and you'll lose this.

: You're so cute. You sure you aren't a girl, too? I love random jokes from Hake.

: That was purely genius.

WHY THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT JESUS IN PHYSICS CLASS? THIS IS NOT PSCHOLOGY 101 NOR IS IT THE STUDY OF ANCIENT RELGIONS! WE ARE NOT IN AN ETHICS CLASS WE ARE IN A PHYSICS CLASS! TEACH ME PHYSICS DAMNIT!

You should've told me you had a girlfriend. I feel like a hoe now.

I love you guys, but you can't make me feel better about my failures.

I haven't told you today, so I'll say it now; I love you.

: I really hope you feel better.

: I felt weird at lunch when I was messing with my hair. DIDN'T KNOW YOU WERE STARING AT ME. lmfao. (:

:WHAT THE f**k IS YOUR f**kING PROBLEM? YOU'RE f**kING HOGGING THE WHOLE f**kING INTERNET AND IT'S PISSING ME THE f**k OFF. I'VE HAD f**kING ENOUGH OF YOUR f**kING BULLSHIT. STOP f**kING DOWNLOAD PORN AND LAGGING THE f**k OUT OF THE WHOLE DAMN INTERNET CONNECTION. GET THE HELL OFF THE COMPUTER AND STOP LOOKING AT PORN. DO SOMETHING MORE PRODUCTIVE AT YOUR AGE. STUPID BITCH. YOU'RE JUST LOOKING TO BE BITCHED AT. I'm sorry if I'm overreacting, but this has been gone for too long, and it's driving everyone f**king nuts.

: Is it possible for me to.... fall in love with you?..... Saranghaeyo. <3

: You're fawking annoying, and yes, I'm a fake bitch. Thanks! I know you're getting annoyed of me, but guess what? I'm f**king already annoyed of your bitch ass. If you piss me off again, I swear, I will f**king yell the f**k out of you and make you cry. :). Go back to humping your 4+ year old boyfriend, bitch.

i miss you =[

t;
fkaljgkljakljgala. wtf. YOU'RE GAY.

r;
YOU'RE GAY TOO. i don't know why i speak to you.

:Thank you for staying with me :)

You are such a stud.

::-Baby this is gonna be interesting & fun and will help us both!! I cant wait♥ I love youu x0x

::--Cant wait too see you's this weekend♥ I miss youu's s0o0o Much!!

::--Hope all is goin well with youu!!

: i can't thank you enough for sticking by me.

and now you're going to tell me you're expecting a kid? wow, i can't even begin to explain how hurt i am right now. we've spent hours talking every week for the past how many months, about everything in the world imaginable, with more deep talks than i've ever had in.. a while, and you never trusted me enough to tell me you got someone pregnant. and we set a "date" too - and i'm SO glad that didn't work out. it might just be me, but i value honesty in people, and if you were really being serious about having one true friend in your life, you might have just lost her if you can't give me some rational explanation beyond "i wasn't emotionally ready to tell you." you've seen how i treat people. you've seen how much a person can do to my life and still not move down on my scale. i'm intensely disappointed.

---

and you.
get your shit straightened out. do you want to see me after you go to college or not? when i say, i'll drive three hours to see you every two weeks, no big deal... and you start some bitch act "what if i don't tell you what dorm or room i'm in?" do you even sort of understand yet that i've put you above everything i've ever cared about? when it comes down to my family or you getting wiped off the face of the planet, that really just sucks for my family, or what's left of it by then. and if you don't want to be with me, fine. if you can be happy without me and live, FINE. what-f**king-ever.

by the way, i love you.

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i really hate this sometimes.

: #$%^& omg you are the most irritating professor ever. STOP CONTRADICTING YOUR DUMB SELF.

: that comment in e-commerce made my day. you had no idea. lmfao, GET NAKED.

: Hope you don't get it twisted. It's just a crush.

What part of, "I don't care" do you not understand? I don't freaking care if you're 'in love' with this guy, because obviously you don't know what the hell you're talking about. I don't care if you try to get attention and I don't give it to you. I don't care if you're failing the class because you're not doing anything in there. I DON'T CARE THAT YOU'RE AN IDIOT AND THAT I DON'T PITY YOU.

Please pray for me, I am going to need some luck on this interview tomorrow.

what's the interview for?

A job, I have been out of a job for a week now, and it has been driving me crazy. My mother always said that not saving money was going to catch up with me.

ahhh...i see well pray for me too. because i'm about to knock some skulls out in a min. this guy insulted me and i've been trying to give him a good comeback but i'm not really funny. and then in your forum from this morning, these two people have been just gut punching me telling me that no one cares and who the hell are you and stuff...so these kids are starting to forget or not being brought up right that you should respect your elders. what's the world come to?

Hmmm, sometimes I wonder myself. They are good people though, but alot of them, including myself, have a no nonsense approach.

i feel you on that

: I pee holding my dick, sorry gais.

rofl stfu, "respect your elders." this is the internet.

i have someone hold my dick when i pee.

you confuse me so freaking much.
i mean, what the heck are we?
we're not really just friends, but not talking, and not dating either.
and i mean, i thought we had something more, but with the conversation yesterday, i'm so confused. if you like her, and want to be "talking" with her, you should know i'm not going to do anything with you. i mean, i understand the reason you don't want us to date, after what happened with her, but *****, i'm willing to take that chance. i'm not her, and never will be.

i'm just sooooo confused, and don't even begin to understand what i should do....

LMAO, and the barrage continues!

: if i do this, it's going to destroy you. i don't know if i'm ready to handle that kind of guilt.

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tomorrrowwwwwwww. mhmm, fajklgaljhakjhka (L).

: kekeke. I can't wait till the snow trip! I hope you guys are all just as excited as I am. It'll be extremely interesting. One room, 7-8 people, no internet, and just us. I wonder what we'll talk about, and what we'll do to pass the time. LOL. Only time will tell.

: I think that you're a son of a bitch. :) Please report to the fashion police immediately. Thanks, bitch.

: I'm glad we don't have this awkward silence and "friendship" like we used to. I'm glad we're talking now and we're starting to become friends again. You're not that bad, although sometimes you're a serious pain in the ass. :). Cheers.

I. Feel. Like. Shit.

: What the hell did I just do?

: What is up with you guys seriously? Why is it all so damn serious all of a sudden? I mean really.

: Man, can't wait to see how today turns out. Hopefully you won't catch me at the wrong time. I don't wanna make a fool outta myself. D:

: I'm feeling better about us - or, not-us - today. At first I had to admit I was rather offended and hurt that I didn't get a little more emotion from you. But I understand now that... you've understood this entire time. Maybe I was naive to think that things were ever going to work out for us in the long run. Maybe it was a little cynical for you to basically doom this entire relationship from the get go. But really... it was better this way. We really weren't meant to be forever. I know there's love between us... but we were just two people passing time together. And when I told you I thought it was time to move on... you were happy for me. I know that now. And I can't thank you enough for letting me go.

_____: It was really great seeing all of you today. Fun times. <3

Thank you so much for taking care of me all day yesterday. I know that's not how you wanted to spend your day off (because you hardly get them), yet you sat there all day making sure I was okay. You've been there for me during the really great times I've had and you've also been there to take care of me when I'm falling apart. I appreciate having such a caring boyfriend. Love you =)

:eeee, you better not f**king piss me off tomorrow.

_, _, _, _: Well, that was interesting, haha. Maybe next week we'll actually have something else to say.

: I thought we kicked you OUT of our table. I don't care if you dislike the table, it's not like we like you either. I'm pretty sure I've made it clear, so stop trying to befriend me.

: I'm still waiting for you to come find me -- but for now, I guess I'll just have to sit back, and enjoy the solitude.

- sorry i punched you in the face. love ya hun.
- sorry i havent had the chance to punch YOU in the face. what comes around goes around, douchebag.

; Can't wait for tomorrow.
; You worry too much. It's starting to somewhat suffocate me.