some might argue that this belongs in writing. but i disagree.

this is a diary for the women on cB, and the women alone.
whats going on in your lives? how are you managing those "swings"?

im currently ovulating and feeling excessivly turned on.
hows that for breaking the barriers of social conduct?

Yeah, I'm er..on it right now. I'm feeling a constant sugar rush. I think the neighbors might call the police on me.

a lot of random stuff like that in the girl's lockers but it's more "OMGAH HOW DO I HELP MY TUMMY??? my boyfriend made me cry!" women stuff, no lol

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Dear cB,

The best thing to have in this world is great hair, and right now, I do not have great hair; thus, I do not have the best thing in this world, and I am feeling a void in my life by not having great hair. Seems as if my days with great hair are far and in between and this does not go for every other girl. Other girls seem to have great hair all of the time; hair that falls perfectly into its place, and I have to take a iron to my head, basically, every morning. Genetics suck.

Very insincerely,
Person with Bad Hair.

speaking of hair...f**k YOU HORMONES AND OIL SECRETING GLANDS AND DANDRUFF AND SHIT.

Add to that list unsuspecting, repulsive, spontaneous, volcanic ACNE.

i feel sick to my stomach and when i close my eyes, my head spins.
i don't understand what he's thinking... yesterday it was fine, two days ago it was fine, we were fine. he seemed dead today and i didn't know what to do. i don't know if bringing him breakfast tomorrow is just going to make me seem... i guess clingy? but i just want to make sure he knows i care, even though he should've figured that out permanently by now.

i just don't get school :(
all of that is just making me rather depressed and also a crazy driver... and sometimes i hope that when i drive, i'll have some freak accident and end everything. i just don't wanna do anything to myself on purpose because i've promised i wouldn't and i don't break promises.

i wanna move to california and meet the guy whose been there for me these past couple months, who never overanalyzes me or takes my bitchiness for proof that i don't like him. i wanna meet this person that KNOWS i care, that i don't have to reassure, who reads my mind.

thinking about him really just clears my mind, just to know that there's one person who gets it and is okay with who i am, 24/7.

f**k YOU BLACKHEADS AND BIG GAPING PORES AND UNNECESSARY BODY HAIR AND FAT CALVES.

even though it's about a year and a half away, knowing that he's going to japan for a year to study reallly made me sad. we try not to talk about it but blaaaaaaaaaaah.

And of hair, I love love love when i start a new bottle of shampoo! it smells oh so nice (:

im thankful for my birth control that i can use to skip

I hate the girl above me. I hate blood.

I feel like this today. I hate those mornings!

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dear cB,
still ovulating... i hate how i have such animalistic behaviors at this stage.
I mean, why wont anyone just come and f**k ME ALREADY????

that was distasteful. sorry. ill be fine tomorrow.

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Dear cB,

Why do girls who don't want babies or even the ability to make babies, necessarily, be forced to deal with periods? My eggs will never become of any use. It's sort of a pain in the ass, and I don't appreciate so much activity down there all of the time. If I'm not ovulating, my vagina is grooming itself when I don't want it to groom itself because it's very obvious when it's grooming itself. That's just not called for even though I know I wouldn't be able to clean it.

Very insincerely,
Person Who Doesn't Appreciate the "Beauty" of Being a Girl