i cant hold on
i might let go
i cant keep everything inside
i have to let them know
its too much preassure
i have to let my feelings show

if i could change i would
but then i wouldnt be me
theres a place inside nobody can see
a secret ive kept locked away
until i reveal my feelings one day
theyr're dreams i keep locked away
for years and years they play

sometimes i remember the darkness of my past
bringing back all the memories i wish i didnt have
i just dont know how long this pain will last
i just want to pull the trigger and blast

suicide...

Nice. It makes me wonder what that secret is.

I know what his secret is. He has sexual feelings for me and can't tell people =d right baby? We don't have to lie anymore!!

~I feel like that sometimes by the way...see us Maryland people CONNECT! That was good, what you wrote..

im all for it

thats how i feel sometimes

good job

I can really relate to this. *sigh* That's how i'm gonna end up for sure if I keep all my secrets and real feelings inside.

dunno bout suicide. but i can definitely relate to the whole 'having secrets locked inside of you' issue. nice and simple.

Yea that's alot like me. But not that strong as suicide. But hey, everything else is the same...