You guys know what to do.

___; I wonder if you know, how we live in Tokyo.

: Yesterday was amazing. Thanks a lot

_: everytime, you make die a little inside.

i know it might sound crazy, but everyday i hope and pray you know how much i love you, how much you mean to me, and that i'd do everything i could do to make you as happy as you can possibly be. however, if you find that i do not fit your needs i choose not to stand in your way, but just remember that whatever choice you make it's your choice. i won't stop you, not because i don't care, but because i respect you and if you feel the need to leave then i will let you leave. just remember that i love you and good luck trying to find someone who will love you as much and with such delicacy as i love you now. so hopefully we'll just stay together forever. =]

_______: I had the best time talking to you yesterday. I'm happy you could come over. I love you so much, and you mean the world to me. Just seeing your face makes me smile. I want you to know that I love you, but I just don't know how. I really feel like you care about me, and just knowing that makes me feel happy.

: I warned you only a million times. Did you listen? No. I told you that she was a stupid slut who only wanted the guys attention. But what do you do? Of course, you have to go up to her and.. asldflkjasmdfkm. And now, you're blaming me because of something YOU did wrong and because you didn't listen to me. Gee, thanks a LOT!

let me love you let me love you oh please let me love you

___: Love or lust - the fact is that i want you. Your such a thug, &` i know that your no good for me. But, i just can`t get enough. I don`t know if it`s the tatoos or that million dollar smile - but i could never leave you. Even if i wanted to (but trust me, i`d NEVER want to). It`s hard for me to trust you because so many other girls adore you. It`s so easy for you to cheat on me, but i`m praying you won`t. I hope you stay true to me. Even though your 17, &` i`m only 14. I guess i have to get on my "grown status" now. Heh. Be good, kay? I love you. You know that. &` i know as hard as it is for you to show it, you love me too.

[1] at this momment we cant do what we have desired to do for two years... we may be apart but deep down we still love each other....... [2] i love u no matter what.. even if it means u have to break it off


may 28
[1] you are so wrong... so much is going on and you cant admit it, and when you do; it still remains the same-- when are you going to prove it to me that you really mean it? [2] im sorry for brushing you off lately, it seems like i only go to you just when i need something or have a problem... im sorrrrrrrrry i love you still!!

____: It hurts me to see you so wasted, both internally and physically. I know you're going through a rough time right now, but I hate covering up for you, lying to Mom and Dad for you, pretending I don't smell the alcohol in your breath. Self destruction isn't going to bring S back...

____;will you lie with me. and just forget the world.

You,

Finding out that just makes it hurt. Hard.

I think I'm going insane. I don't understand. I am so drawn to you sexually, it's extremely odd. Everything we did yesterday was ... well ... overwhelming. Although, I hate the fact that you 'punished' me by not letting me kiss you for a while.
I know that we promised eachother not to fall in love with ... well, eachother but I'm still a little bit scared. I can't love you, you know I can't. Damn damn damn! I still feel your lips! It's driving me insane.
You were supposed to call last night but knowing you ... haha.

I need to see you soon. I'm not kidding.

I hate you more than you could ever understand.
You think things are bad now??? I can make it so much worse.
You've pushed me too far. I dont give a shit about myself, I dont care what happens to me. You've made me that way. I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE.
NOW ITS YOUR TURN. IT'S TIME YOU KNOW THE HELL YOU PUT ME THROUGH.

I...don't know. I just don't f**king know.

YOU CAN MAKE ME SMILE LIKE CUHRAZY.

god,
if only you knew
how we broke our backs for you
cried so many tears for you.
and you effing abandoned us.
what happened to the quartet?

____: it's like you never have time for me anymore =/
truth is, we could be on the phone for hours not saying a word and i would still cherish every moment. for you, it's not the same. one awkward silence and you make up some excuse to hang up. i guess the phone isn't everything. but, it's not like i see you AT ALL during school. and when i do, you act like we're not even together. after school is a little better, but only when it's just us two. i just can't get you. i don't know what i have to say to get the point across. maybe somethings are just better left unsaid. i guess i have to do something to make you see how weird this is. it's not suppose to be like this, not if you really loved me. another "BR" trick? i guess so. i really hate doing this =/

: Why aren't you trying? You say it never works but it will only if you try.

_______: I can't wait to see your face tomorrow. It will make all of this worthwhile.

You know. I just hope you're patient enough to understand.

Still im not sure if this is gonna work.

: This may come as a shock to you, but that second time was one of the happiest days of my life. You were hilariously pathetic with that whole, "she's going to hate me for the rest of her life and she'll never speak to me ever again!" crap. Then what? You wanted me back. And, you want to know the truth? I did it for revenge. Pure sweet revenge; but trust me, buddy it was not sweet. I don't regret it, I just wish it could have gone differently. I must admit though, I part of me still wants you.

HAAAAAAPPY BIRTHDAY
yesterday. D: sorry i couldn't go to your party. i wish i could've.

I wish you'd stop keeping me alive.

I TOLD you to throw some D's on that mother f**king bitch!

: I'm glad we talked about it. It's fine honestly, I don't care what my mother thinks...I know how I feel and thats that. Thanks for the fun day.
: You looked great on stage today. Thanks for sleeping over! So excited for our trip! 5 days!
: Do you know!?!?!?!? Stop stressing me out. Hmph.

______: I got your pressure point because I'm just that good. >;D

lalala, you'd better apoligize soon. ><

this is lame. but, i thought i would tell you anyway. every time i hear "time after time" it gives me chills. or every time i watch spirited away, there's even more of tinged sadness to it. or every time i watch moulin rouge and listen to the songs, i regret the fact that i can't remember the specific lyrics anymore. i just thought i'd tell you...that i didn 't take our friendship for granted. and that i appreciated it, a lot.

: Umm, wow you're so.. asldkfjal. LOL, you talk about colleges and having babies when you're only freshman? Okay. I read her+your text messages. She wishes that you guys would go to the same college and get married. You say that you wish that when you guys get babies, you hope that the first one looks like her. She says that she hopes that the second one looks like you. Do I have to remind you guys that you're only freshman? Oh, and there's like a 3% chance that you'll go to the same college.

: Okay so maybe you don't know. Damn paranoia.
: Today was funnnn. Thanks. This week before I leave has been splendid so far.

LALALA I MISS YOU
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you're annoying :)

_____: Wow, I regret having made those assumptions about you. You're actually a really awesome girl ;) and I'll look forward to seeing you in HS next year!

i had the weirdest dream about you.....of all people...weird.. ><

Why does everybody else have to get in the way?

I thought you were my friend, it hurts.

it's crazy how wonderful i feel when you're around.
Florida was so much better than i could even imagine.
and, i'm glad that you don't hate me, and INSANELY happy that you agreed to be my prom date. i have a wonderful feeling about it. in all seriousness, i had trouble sleeping sunday night because:
a) everytime i thought about you my heart started racing
b) i couldn't stop thinking about you.

i'm sorry about the thing with her though.

you're incredible & amazing & so so sweet =)

and i'm excited about prom, even if it is the weekend after next =)

yay!

(and i'm so pleasantly surprised that everything is turning out ok)

Hmm i think this is working out.One more time though...ONE MORE TIME.

YOUR GONE.

OMG I LOVE YOUU. I wish I was a celebrity like you
Well.. Since everybody likes you.. I guess I'm the 34234980th person on the list who loves you?
You're really really OMG.
But you have her already. And there are a million people who like you so I'll never get the chance..

You're starting to scare me. And I don't mean that in a cute way, I mean that in a very literal sense. What's going on...?

you say you don't know me anymore? well, i really don't know you anymore...i really hope you like NOT do that sh*t anymore because it's like...gayed. :)

I really wish we met earlier in the semester. I think this could have turned into something good if we had more time. I just can't do the long distance thing during the summer; it wouldn't be fair to either of us. Le sigh, I really like you though. I can never stop kissing you; it's so addictive.

Why do you have to be so serious? Just get over it.

1. i hate what you've become. i hate how you get insanely jealous, and i don't know what to do about it. are you still going to shove that all in my face everytime it happens? please, i can't take more of it. i'm sorry for what i've done and i know it was the stupidest thing i've ever done. i'm sorry. just please let me prove to you that i can and will change for the better. just trust me, that's all i'm asking for. if not, then what's the point?

2. i don't understand you at all. ugh, nothing's ever fair. i don't understand why you don't trust me, geez. i've never done anything wrong .. really. i'm not that girl who will just give herself away to anyone. i'm not like that and never will be. i'm better than that, and i know right from wrong. please, just learn how to let me be.

3. i like us. funny how i always look forward to that specific time of day 'cause you're like the greatest friend ever. i love how we can talk about anything and everything, even to the most randomest things. geez, you're an amazing friend. i love you. funny how i feel like i can trust you more than the others who i've known much, much longer.

4. thanks jerk! sorry for all the inconvenience. let's just hope everything will turn out for the better.

: I'm glad you had fun last night babe. It was a great night even though my day did start off like crap.

:you don't even know me, how dare you critisize me? oh well, it's not like you know jack squat about me:)
:i love you dear:) even though we get into our arguements, i don't focus on the "bad" times i only see the good times. although the "bad" times don't go away, i won't let those times override the good times. does that make sense? the greatest times i've had with you i will always remember because you mean so much to me<3

__: a-hole don't talk to me.
__: I hate you for being you.

Why does it take you so long to realize everything? You can't accept simple things. If she doesn't like you, then move on! There's no reason to cry like a baby. She's not your life or anything. Anyway, you're too young for that love sh!t.

: Pick up your phoneee! =p
: I miss you already...haha, we're so bad. Sigh.