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___; I'm scared. The funeral is in a few.

wow, i'm the first reply!
haha.

you- i just wish things would go back to the old days. that we could talk in the halls, that i wouldn't be afraid you'd run if i did stop & talk to you. we became friends a little over a year ago. so much has changed. we went from talking everyday; to me liking you & you hinting that we could possibly be together; to talking less when you got a job (but still going to the movies); to only smiling in the halls. seriously, the last time we've actually TALKED talked, as in, had a full conversation, was October 30--the night we went to the midnight showing of Saw 3.

God, i miss you.
it's killing me.

you- you were back today for the first time in almost a month. i had forgotten how cute you are. truthfully, i'm just glad you're ok.

you- i think i have a crush on you.
this is bad, haha.


you- my gosh you're annoying! stupid students teachers and their darn sextets.

you- i know you like me, and i'm sorry. i just don't feel anything when we're together. you're a really nice guy, but i just don't think it's going to turn out the way you hoped. besides, we're really not on the same maturity level, as today proved. that was really annoying, but it may just be because you're two years younger than me. sorry.

___; I'm sorry that I wasn't able to come. My grandma told me she didn't want me to see your body. I hope you rest in peace.

; i'm sorry. feel better! ..although i know you won't be the next few days or even weeks.

; i wrote this letter to let you know forever
i'll keep you in my heart when i'm leaving you.

p.s. i still love you.

____: It's painfully obvious. I'm just wondering when you're going to do something about it.

_; Maybe I shouldn't have hoped. That 0.01% of a hope let me down...again.
_; You two make me SO angry. It wasn't even the fact that you wouldn't allow it...it was the fact that every time he f**kin screws up, I'm surpressed from doing anything.

: Today with you was quite fun, but it went by so fast! Grr...Me no likey! And the next day that I reaaally get to see you is Saturday...sigh. Ah well. That'll be quite fun I think.

_: Eek! March 31st.
_&_&_&_&_&_&_&_: Yesterday was uber fun. I really wish it wouldn't have ended.
_&_: It was soooooooooooooo good seeing you two. Really. You both make me happy.
_:Dang, if we can get enough people, it's going to be an effing blast!!!!!

___: I wish you'd realize that everything you say about me is wrong. I'm not that person. You'd know if you took the time to actually open up & trust me.
___: I thought we were best friends...... I don't know what to do now.

: I hate to sound I-don't-know-the-word but for GODS SAKES. Why do I always get stuck with such imbeciles!? You guys are so dumb...I really wonder how so many of you got into university sometimes.

...::-Hmm I see how this works and how you work but it's not gonna work this time its kinda like the saying " shame on you if you fool me once shame on me if you fool me twice" there isnt gonna be a twice so the shame is not on me!As if you tought you could actually pull that off though aha!

..::-I miss you alot your so fun to be around and always keep me laughing too bad things had to end the way they did!

..::- not sure what to do or where things are gonna go from here but everything happens for a reason so we'll see huh?

where have you been? We need to go buy food now! Or starve.

yay! i'm so happy we finally got to talk last night. baby, a day without you is garbage. i love you so much :) we're going to be together forever right? right! *high five !

______: I know you really like him, but it doesn't mean you can own him. He's my friend too.

CONGRATS ON YOUR SOLO! I told you'd do amazing, dummy.

____: Things are so quiet between us now.

________: You're my miracle. [;

You,
f**k kid I feel like I'm doing you hellla scandalous sometimes. I'm curious, you feel me though? Ahh. It's two things. My curiosity and that I'm just so motherfuckiing sick of you. Your little immature ass acts. Man, they all feel me. You don't. You're trippin, seriously. Everything makes you mad. Everything pisses you off. Everything is doing you f**ked up and is messed up. Yes, I f**ked up before but never to the point where you gotta do all of this. Stoppppp. I doubt that we'll get to the end of the week. How f**king sad. I really thought this was gonna be different.

You,
Why are you like that? Shit, I get mixed msgs. Are you just hella playin around or what? I'm trying not to care cus I shouldn't. Man, bullshit.

You,
Are you serious? Fuckkk. I missed my chance.

___: Please say yes to her. I don't think she could handle rejection. Please, Please, Please.....
___: And somehow, I think we both knew this would happen. But if I confront you, will you forgive me for it? Will you understand?

- tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. i hope.

uhh, you're being a weirdo. :/

i love you, Thuan Ly.

::..-It takes 2 to play a game right.. well especially this game .This time I think I'm gonna win even if I dont I know you'll regret this hunnie;)

::..-Your always snappin for nothing ,seriously its so sickning. If anyone knows how to get to me ITS DEFIENTLY YOU!!!!

::..-Wow seeing you again was so weird you kinda looked weirded out as well but the whole time I was there I seen you staring at me...I know you miss me!!

I don't know what to believe. I don't know how to feel.

____: Okay, well, I'm expecting Calpico now.

______: ...wow. You're obsessed.

____: I think I'm over you.

____: Oh my God. I am attracted to you and it scares me because I know that NOTHING is EVER going to happen between us.

____: Thanks for letting me steal your donut today. ^_^;

______: Hahaha, you know what the CVS people will assume about you two, right?

____: I don't like anyone! Ok so get it straight!
____: I wish you weren't accepted at RIC.

_: 10 days!
_: Sword fight, forealzz. It'll happen, I swear!
_: Gosh, I miss youuu. You needta get some money, and come visit me.

___; What's so hard about picking up a package?

_____: Look, you're one of my best guy friends. I care about you a lot. Honestly, she's not worth it. You've liked her for two years now and she's got a boyfriend she's happy with... You really need to move on. It's for the best. I hate seeing you so depressed.

i want us to be how we used to be, or better.

________: I love you. You don't love me.

fer suuure. <3.

i'm glad i don't feel anything anymore. thinking about it is harder than it actually is, for once. maybe things will be different next year...but i guess we'll wait and see.

K: i'm still not ok with it. i'm sorry! i'm trying really hard!! but don't worry, cuz even though i'm not ok with it i'm not letting it come between us at all, ok? i love you!!!

S: can't wait till this friday! f**k i need it to be miami time.

F: :( I would've given anything to have had you stay longer tonight, we've gotten so close and i really needed to talk tonight. but as long as i get to see you next week. maybe i'll email you. i'm just glad at least i have you in good confidence

M: i'm so sorry! i didn't mean to get you more sick, you should've told me. and i'm not upset at all so please don't worry, it's actually really funny. it'll all happen in good time. i love you so much.

C: omg i love you! where have you been all my life. i thought only i could say something as dorky as that. i hope me, you, and T keep in touch after this class is over.

D: i had so much fun in class with you today! and with the other D. man i've made so many friends this semester, i hope i still get to see you guys. i'm so scared about auditions

shats why am i awakee

_____;
please don't call me anymore. just please, stop.

how are we going to survive this? i want to be there for you, but i'm sorry i can't. i love you so much, and yet there's nothing i can do for you. i feel so useless. i wish we could just be together and forget about the world. i just want for you to be happy baby. i was hoping that being with me would be enough, but i don't think it is anymore. tell me what to do, i'll do anything for you..

: Mhmm, tomorrow will be fun! More talk/catch-up time and I get to show you around! Hehe...see you at 11!
: Feel better, k? It'll all work out and yesterday was just a bad day. Hopefully see you soon, I have your stuff for you! Miss youuu.

To both above: ooh and hopefully our triple date thing goes well, mk? Cactus club or something?

: This morning was so fun! Haha in many ways, but yeah I love seeing you, no matter how early! Haha. Good luck at work babe!

: thanks hun i'm feeling much better today! we'll find sometime to get my new stuff thx!

: thank you for trying, i really don't want us to split apart. i love you too!!

two above: yay triple date!!! we have to do something, and we can come back to my house (girls can sleep over guys can't) and we can all chill until late.

: i'm sorry for being in a stupid mood yesterday. i feel like the worst girlfriend ever. you really didn't do anything wrong and i feel like the biggest bitch ever for being the way i was. i'm sorry. thank you for still loving me. i love you so much

____: You're welcome for the food at lunch today. You know I'll share any time.

lol silly, you're not a bitch, it's called: "welcome to a serious relationship." happens all the time. and yes i'm trying... but so far not succeeding so if maybe for the next little while we could not talk about the physical part of our relationships? S too, let's just cut that part out of our conversations, i'm better off not knowing. hope you understand. thanks for the gift on facebook S!!

____: Duck you.

you- wow, we had an actual conversation yesterday. haha. i'm glad that things weren't very awkward. i wish we had more time together. i'm happy that i might get to see you tomorrow at lunch.

you- ugh. i'm sorry, but i'm not going, due to the fact that you kind of freaked me out. and i don't want to give you false hopes.

you- i'm glad you're feeling better. (and talking more) you're one of the most intelligent people i know, so it's always fun to talk to you. i have to admit that i was hoping that you'd ask me to go swinging with you. and i wish that i could ask you, without freaking you out, if you'd watch the sunset with me sometime...because i think that you're one of few people that might appreciate it...because you see the beauty in nature & random things that make life wonderful. i hope that i'm not going to develop a crush on you...haha, don't need a repeat of last year.

i love your e-hugs. <3

_____, I'm aware that you love me, and you're aware that I love you.

Let's cut out the middle man.

=]

: I don't mind helping you guys, but c'monnn. Haha, go to class! =p
: Tomorrow will be fuun. But hey no problem about the convo thing, I understand. You just have to say that way we know. And, and, I had something else...oh yeah, you don't need to sound condescending on her...(I have no idea if I spelled that right) I still feel like a bitch after stuff like that...though I don't really believe it, just feel it. But yeah...we're getting there guys. Really. Grouphug! Haha.
: Stupid manager person...you could've let him go! Jeez.
: You are a stupid, stupid professor. =p

Baby, not spending our 3 months together sucks. it's okay though! i still love you! lol maybe one day your parents wont hate me so much anymore. haha :)

_______: I am excited for tomorrow

____;
thanks for everything you've done. (: you've been way supportive over the past weeks and i've appreciated it.

____;
:( </3 miss you.

____;
oh please. don't even bother trying, you whore.