Do yOu eveR get ThiS feeling that yOu dont feel the same.? Do you ever dream of a place where the world was perfect? Do you ever want to feel the same?
Unqiue tears drop like rain. Force anger is no game. Seeing lonley is a blank card.
The only way to be fulled with joy is to write in the card. Fill it up with every thought.

Im ganna go sleep for as long as i can. So i dont have to face reality. Dreaming is the best. Everything is fake but it seems so real.


(( ++ SmiLe ++)) cuz it makes me :: ( * SmiLe * ) ::
and then we will •|| SmiLe ||• together.

Four o'clock in the morning
Afraid to open my eyes
Another day of grief,
A day of fear.
All alone I feel.
I try to justify all the pain,
All of this guilt before my eyes.
Another day of confusion,
A day of wondering.
Is it ever just going to go away?
All this pain that I feel,
And all this anger, is it going to stay?

Ten o'clock in the evening,
Afraid of the nightmares.
Again my breathing stops.
All I can do is stare into the night.
What is it that causes this feeling?
Another night of crying,
A night of hiding,
Alone once again.
My heart feels empty,
And I can't cry another tear.
Another day wasted on insecurity,
A day of wonder.
Is this ever going to end?

yah...sometimes..i like to wonder in my brain.. its foggy!

i live to dream!!!!!!!!!! my reality is sooo cruel... dreams take you to sooo many places!!! and you're in control!!! im a big daydreamer!!! i get lost in my own little world!!

i like day dreams where i kinda make up everything hehe but when i wake reality's nothing like it..

i think about those kinda things a lot .. i used tohave insomnia so i must have thought about anything and everything at one point in time lol

Self-pity sucks. Get your head out of the clouds and look at the real world. You'll have to face it one day. Make the best of everything.