this morning the sun settled into my bones
it calmed the memory of last night's nightmares
i open my eyes and looked to the window
i dreamt of a note but there was none
i could've sworn he'd been there, talking to me
but the muddy grass outside betrayed no impression of footing
the window was locked
then i realized the nightmare was real
he doesnt give a damn about me.

I loved it.
I've felt that way before,but i was never able to express it so..beautifully.