A lot of things are going wrong. I lost my first love through a horrible break up and now I'm losing all my friends. I'm not exaggerating either. I really am losing all my friends. For some reason it doesn't affect me as much as it should. I feel like I'm just letting it happen without even trying to stop it. I'm only hurt sometimes and it's not even a great deal of emotions. I'm afraid I'm going numb. Did I get stronger? Or weaker?

How about any of you? Did you ever just.. not care as much as you should? Felt nothing at all?

To tell you the truth... Yes It happened to me
but eventually you will heal over time
because friends aren't everything, they just come and go
and you will meet someone special just not right now
I hope you will feel better soon

Yeah it's happened to me, but I'm a mellow person so I gave everything up as they flew away and took everything hostage that was crashing into me without saying a word. I agree with the person above of me - friends aren't everything. They really aren't forever. The best friendships can withstand everything, so if you lose them and they never come back, they don't deserve you for being such a strong person. Same with your first love. I'm sure you're still young, so like capricorn said, you will heal overtime. Best of luck.

To me, friends are everything. I'm an only child and I don't talk to my parents much. So my friends are my life. I once dumped a guy because he got mad at me for wanting to spend time with my friends.

ANYWAYS, I'm not sure if I've been in your situation but I have given up on pretty much everything before. I used to think that I'm a failure at life and I should just not try anymore because no one would care..

The "numbness" is just .. like, the point where you don't care about anything anymore. You need to just let go of the pain and carry on with life. Eventually, you'll really meet the friends who will mean everything to you. And together, they'll help you start over.

i would fight, i wouldn't want to lose my friends. they are pretty much my everything including my bf of course.

but yeah when it comes to studies, and when i don't get something or i lose interest in something i would just completely give up and forget about it.
it's not exactly a smart thing to do now since it's junior year...