this song was inspired by my friends going to partys every weekend just to get s***faced, peers thinking i'm some kinda junkie at a glance, and how much i hate it.
Dependant on Poison
by Lunchbox
I find my pride in Xs
That I wear on my hands
Cause I don’t like poison
Society demands I take
Steadfast with refusal
To drink or smoke or chew
We’ll see who’s f****** less a man
When the tumor’s eating you
When you move your lips all I hear is noise in
This s***** existence dependant on poison
I’ve raised my fist. My edge is strong
If you’re right I’m f****** wrong
I need no supplementary plan of escape
I need not worsen my own fate
A sip’s a spill of acid rain
A hits a bomb inside your chest
A dip is a chip of your heart gone to pieces
This world is so eager to be laid to rest
I say race to the grave.
A bag of weeds has you enslaved
I hate anything but yourself
That makes your entire perspective change
Fathers have become of 14 year old boys in
This s***** existence dependant on poison
I find these drugs as much fun as
Taking s**** on my own lungs
You have to get drunk so you can have a blast
You can borrow my pistol. It works a lot faster
It’s hard to see death attribute
To kids choking on their own puke
“but it’s my own choice. It’s my f****** fortune”
well don’t cry to me because I f****** told you.
Everyone is addicted to false joy in
This s***** existence dependant on poison
Use the gun. It’s so much faster.
‘Cause you let it become your master
Use a gun. It’s so much quicker
Than cigarettes, cocaine, and liquor
Your negative message is what I avoid in
This s***** existence dependant on poison
Read the Xs I wear on my fist in the air
I love my life poison free and nothing else can compare
When inhailation of chronic has become your new king
How could I not want to kill everything?