ok... remember that guy that i really really liked? he's here...
well things have been kinda bleh between us for the entire year... and just yesterday, we started talking a LOT more and we got a LOT closer... and things were actually looking almost within my grasp... but the problem is that there's only 1 more day left of school and i wont see him at ALL over the summer because i'm leaving in a few days, and he's staying here. and who knows... he'll probably meet someone 100x prettier, funner, whatever-er than me. i think i'm just being paranoid... but doesn't that just F-CKING SUCK??