Will he see me so?
Dangling above the heavens
Unwanted by my god
Rejected by his love
Abandoned by his heart
Will he want me so?
Leading me to a road of despair
From the clouds of paradise I shall perish
Leaving my heart brittle and frail
Will he ever love me so?
Cherish my apathetic existence
I begged him
But his chains of hatred bound to his feet
Impossible to ask, inevitable to speak
Why does he hate me so?
Flourishing the anger he caused
I burned in regret
Praying for death
To feed me the fruits of salvation
Grace upon me the gift of forgetting