You,
Stop it. Jsdgfjsdhgjdshg. Nobody gives a damn fck if you go out with him. How the fck can you keep it a "secret" if you're telling every goddamn person on Earth, huh? Just dump him. Lets face it. You're getting bitchier and bitchier, and you're not even on your damn period. I miss the old you. I loved the old _____ better.

You,
Did you lie? After what you asked me today, all I've been thinking about all day was: what did he really want to ask me? I need to know, damnit.

Well you confuse me to no end. One second your into my sister, the next your not. One second i'm over you the next i'm back in love with you. And then there's your gf's blog that's gonna depress me. Even i didn't know she was that violent... I really don't want to die, especially from her killing me. It'll make me feel weak lol. I guess she's right, maybe i am evil. All she can do is talk shit about me while i've got my own "devious" plans. Cause i'm evil like that. Yup, i'm so evil that I can keep my cool and not want to kill her. I dont even hate her, she hates me though. It's sad it had to be like that. She's just such an emotionally weak person... it saddens me. And it's sad that she doesn't know me at all to call me evil and a bitch deep down. It's like we haven't even been friends for a year. But that's over, i started to not like her at the end.. and thank goodness your finally starting to see why. Hopefully you'll make the right decision. Either way, i'll always be there for you.

You,
Mannn I love you. I didn't know you were serious about being over protective.It kind of scares me. I never thought you would be that way. I love talking to you.

You,
Too bad ..

You,
Yeah thanks. Bitch.

You,
Even though we don't talk for sometimes months, it feels like old times again. I love you.

Stop being so stupid. You always do this to yourself. It's your own fault and you know it. Why can't you freaking get yourself out of this rut? Are you going to have to hit rock bottom before you resurface? I've got news for you, dear heart. You're there.

Stop forming your own clique, you two.

Youu,
Aw, geez. I hope you cold doesn't turn out all serious. We really need you at the basketball tournament. =D

Youu,
Good luck at your game tomorrow! We're gonna be 2 hours away from each other but.. oh well. Just call me =]. I love you.

Coach,
Well, the season's almost over. And to tell you the truth, I'm not joyous about it one bit. I know all of the running would be over, but I'm still sad that I won't be able to see you anymore. You're the best coach. And will always and forever be my first and best coach. I'll miss you lots. One more week until the tournament, and we're undefeated. I hope we've made you proud with all of the effort we put in. I want to thank you. For everything. Your coaching has not only changed my basketball skills, but my life itself. You're not one of those coaches that just care about basketball, you care about us too. You care about the Lady Beasts. You care about our personal lives, and try to help out as much as possible. And I'm thankful that I was on this team, and not on the other one. You taught us a lot about life. And not to join the military. Haha, you've said that many times, and I promise you, I won't. All that running and stuff that we did, I know it was hard, but I also know that you did it for the best. " We're the best team in the league. " Yeah, we are. And it's because of you. All because of you. Thank you, so much.

School,
Damn. Terra novas are here. That sucks. And my grades, are dropping. I need to finish my language arts and math project. Or I'm toast.

julia please dun be that.....cheap..we 2 have respobsibility to face this,but not ONLY me.BOTH.u say u hate me.i hate you much much than u hate me.thanks

_____:
You confuse me. A lot. On purpose. And you mean to, don't you?
Why are you making life so hard for me?
What does it mean when you flash me that cute smile, look away, then look back?
What does it mean when you completely ignore me in the theatre?
What does it mean when you flirt in front of me... on purpose?

If you love me let me know
If you don't... let me go....

I freakin' love you!

__________________, I dislike you now.

someone just basically asked me out..and i said no....because i told you i was waiting for you......was that the right decision?

I'd like to thank a certain admin at another site for changing my customized ranking and abusing certain powers. Shame on you for taking a personal confrontation to what's supposed to be a fun forum. I'm glad my information is in such *entrusted* hands.

_________________, Hahaha. I beat you.

__________________, your hot.

___ love you to death; thank you for being there for me


___ idk whats up between us but i hope we can work it out

To ________ :
WHAT THE f**k? How could you do such a thing?? To the sweetest guy who did nothing but love you. You are so selfish. You make me sick. You treat everyone around you like crap and now you want attention. You don't deserve it, you don't deserve anyone. I cannot believe you would do that with him, after saying all those things. That's disgusting...literally. You are so utterly despicable. I don't want to be friends with you. It's sad because we used to be good friends. Remember the good times over the summer? You were such a different person then.

--Teesa

^Don't believe everything you hear. I'm definetely not taking sides on this whole matter but at least I'm catching the stories from BOTH sides and I'm able to make a rational decision about what happened or what didn't. If you ask me, everything, both of their stories are a little bit fishy and have some loopholes. It's not fair to anyone to just hear something though and choose a side to believe. This is how rumors get started and how friendships fail. Regardless if you really like her or not, you shouldn't just jump to conclusions and become like everyone else because of what people are saying. Most people need to just shut the hell up and leave them and their business alone because they don't know what they're talking about. Sure, she's telling everyone and all these things are going around but making a decision on what you hear is just as bad. Yeah, I'm not exactly a part of this whole thing but I guarantee I know more of the facts than you and half of the other people out there. I'm just saying everyone needs to calm the hell down because it doesn't even involve them in the first place, you know? Plus no one really knows all of the facts, not even me. But it's still not fair to just accuse her of doing something when you don't know what really went down or is going down at this moment. Oh, and I'm sure you've never been put into a situation like hers and while mine is different some of the emotions brought out are the same. So maybe because of that I'm sympathizing more or something but I really feel it almost as my "duty" for lack of a better word to hear her out and be her friend because at a time like this, she's really gonna need them and because I've had similar experiences. Especially when people are doing exactly what you're doing and just cutting her out. It sucks to be put in that situation because I have been.

Anyway...
Dear You,
I want to hang out to night but I don't think I can. I have church and work to do. Plus, my cousins just randomly showed up and I think they're staying the night. We'll see though. See you at 6. Please be on time this time.
-Me.

How could you?! Post whore.

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WTF. Why did you have to mess it up and write his name all over MY agenda?

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STFU. I don't care if you can sing better than me. Or if you're smarter than me. Or if I'm a alto and your'e a soprano. Gosh!

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I miss talking to you. :[

____:
Your so freaking heartbreaking. I hate you. But, I got my sweetest revenge on you today. You know how much that made me feel better? ALOT. I have the greatest friends in the whole entire world, and they all work together to make you feel bad for what you DID to me. I don't care if it makes you feel guilty. You SHOULD feel that way. And you want to be close to me now...that's freaking stupid. Wth. You broke my heart, so now I'm breaking yours.

Revenge is sweet.

What goes around, comes around.

-Melissa

i don't know what to do! will you please help me? help me either get over you, or help me get unconfused about you. i mean, what am i supposed to do? just sit here and wait until the right time? i mean i tell myself that i'm just going to wait for you no matter what because these feelings are just overwhelming and i want to see if they're true, but sometimes i have to stop and wonder if i'm making the right decision. am i making the right decision? can you atleast answer that question for me? i mean if i'm assured that the feelings that you have for me are true then i will gladly wait. i'll wait forever until the end of time. i would do anything just to have you by my side forever. but i don't want to do that if these feelings i have are just tricking me. that's what i hate about my feelings. my feelings love to trick me, and i don't know why. why does my heart want to play games with me? is it because i try too hard to look for love? even though i told myself that i would never be one of those girls that are obsessed with love and finding love? goodness...even though i said i would never do it, i can't deny the fact that i've done it many many times already, and i'm barely 16....i'm just the biggest hyprocrit..and i wonder who's fault this is..if you wouldn't have been so attractive to me then there would be no problem! gosh..and don't tell me that you don't look good, because i know you know you do! that doesn't even matter anyways...because even if you wasn't the most fantastic looking you're soo charming on the inside as you are on the outside. you have your faults, but everyone has there faults. i believe that one day you'll eventually grow out of yours, and even if you don't i do believe i'd still care for you the same. maybe that would test my feelings for you? ehhh..who knows...i miss you. unconfuse me

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Alright my dear so I have a feeling. Either that it wasn't you or it was. I wonder why you didn't invite.. or bothered to talk to me. Cause um sir, what did I do? You're cool, man. And together we could be super cool. aight bud!

______,
Okay check it check it check it out. Ahhhh so what's up with me and you. Are we cool with eachother yet? I'm sorry for what went down in JR. HIGH. Just tell me i'm crazy .. we were only like 12-13 years old I haven't grown up and realized yet. but now i have!!! We had a good thing going and I had to f**k it up cause I was so uhhh what can I say .. Heh. But it was really nice of you letting me wear your sweater cause I was freeezing cold. You smell good kiddo. And I don't know ... those looks ::cough::::cough:: was giving me don't look too good. Looking at me like i'm crazy when she's the one who told me to do it. Straight foooool man. Anyways bro, we fit together :) holler-at-your-girl.

________,
HEY BOO.

GAH CALL ME BACK!

You,
Hahahaha you are a hypocrite. Look at you. You're the only hellllla talking about your "best friend" and you're telling me I'm saying shit? Please.

You,
I don't know what to do.

You,
JUST LET HIM DO WHAT EVER HE WANTS!

You,
Loveeeeeeeeee. Hahaha

hello you. i'm sorry for the way i've been. i've always seem to be this way and i don't know why. i guess it's because i have a hard time trusting people, no matter who it is. it's like history is repeating itself, but i really do want to change this time. please, just give me some time and hopefully i'll be able to open up my heart to you. be patient with me please?

_____:

Here's to you....

_________________, You're very interesting, yet so sappy. I wish I could give you happiness. I'm sappy -sings we belong together by mariah carey-

Hey, even though I knew what was going to happen today (sigh, sometimes you can be so freaking predictable), I still enjoyed it. I really do like being around you and doing all the things that we do hah. Meh, I hope you just spend tomorrow with that one friend and not those others that I dislike. I don't know why I feel so conflicted... Well, you still owe me something special! Haha love ya <3.

Hmm, you seemed mad or really bitchy today. I'm sorry for blowing you off, but I can only see my boyfriend once a week, and I really missed him. But I kinda do wish that I had gotten my belly button pierced today. Next week ok? I hope you feel better? You're my closest friend and we still need to plan Spring Break and I don't want to lose you...

Yayy, I can't wait to see all of you tomorrow. I missed you guys. We shall have loads of fun!

baby,

"i love you and that's what
you are getting yourself into."

"im getting into you
because you got to me,
in a way words can't describe.
im getting into you because I've got to be.
you're essential to survive...
im gunna love you with my life."

3 month anniversary.

bah, i hate how i get my period around the day of our anniversary, and we almost always get into some sort of argument or disagreement because i'm PMSing hardcore. im really sorry about today...especially for crying my eyes out at your house. when you thought that i was going to break up with you, you really really scared me. you kicked the chair so hard and it made me even more upset. you know that i'd never be able to break up with you...i love you. for now on, when i have to talk to you about my feelings, i'm going to try my hardest to do it in a way that won't lead into a huge fight. we don't have to feel this way ever again. i'm so glad we worked everything out tonight. i love how you make everything okay simply by kissing my forehead, hugging me and never letting go, and then whispering into my ear how much you love me. when you hold me tight, i feel so safe and comfortable and i wish i never had to leave. our relationship grew so much tonight...and even though it was somewhat embarrassing for you to shed a couple of tears with me, it only made our relationship stronger. if we can cry together, then we can make it through anything. tomorrow we'll go to olive garden for dinner and then go back to your house for the rest of the night and actually celebrate our 3 month anniversary.

i can't wait to see you tomorrow.. i already miss you and it's only been 1 1/2 hours since you dropped me off at home.

i love you so much baby.

_____: this is so..I just don't know. I mean..it's not a joke, that much I know. Since fourth grade. Honestly, is this just out of desperation. You've already tried with two other girls this school year. I just don't think you really mean it. If you did, there'd be a greater chance of me saying yes, but I don't know. Maybe if I'll see you tomorrow, I can talk to you about it. but at school on tuesday...would that be too late to ask something like that? You probably really want to know. I just don't have an answer yet. So, I'm sorry for now.

____:I know you're hurting and so am I. Why won't you just talk to me? Is it because your friends don't like me? They don't even treat you right. All of this is so confusing.

______:You are such a hypocrite. Forget about all those things I told you. You don't deserve to know anything. Always complaining about how you have no friends. Pfft. Look at me. Who do I have? No one. Stop whining about it.

_______: The problem is if I say no, you might try to act like it's okay when it really isn't, and I don't want you to do that. I'd feel guilty, and you don't want me to feel guilty. Then...if I say yes, well then...I just don't know. I don't know how to act. I don't know how..."couples"? act and then...I'd be lying to you, and lying to myself. I don't like you, but I don't like anyone, so everyone or rather..anyone has an equal chance i guess. goodness I just don't know what to say. an hour or two ago I was on a yes..then right now I'm on a no. This is so confusing.

_______: i'm psyched for your party tomorrow! Omg! Yaaaay. Haha, I bet it's gunna be fun. =). Y

Im sorry for all the things i done to u.

I hope we can be friends 4ever.

U talk to much. U ask me if i want 2 go somewhere. But then u dont want to take me. Whats ur freaking problem?

Stop dreaming. U know it aint going 2 happen. So just stop!!!!!!

___________: Honestly, you have ISSUES.

_____: Happy birthday!! wooahhh so hope tomorrow goes well and haha at the last minute they canceled it so I'm not missing anythingg. KLSJDASLKJDLASKJDKLASJKL

_____: Yeah sorry but you kinda deserved it...felt kinda good though. lmao.


_____:

_____:Goodness this decision is so hard. I'm back at a yes- maybe. It's true, you might be a fun boyfriend, but out of hand sometimes...so..why not? I'll give it a shot? Yeah? sound good? hmm..yes I think. I'll let you know for sure either tuesday or earlier..you know..if you..call me....maybe at the competition tomorrow ____ will suggest it to you.

Cheerleaders: Good luck at your competition tomorrow, loves. Haha it seems like fun, but I know you guys worked really hard. I hope next year I can be a part of it. Just try your best, darlings! <3

_________________: Hahaha, no.

To Christina--
Trust me, I've heard both sides and it's just how I feel. Yeah, I understand that this is a hard time for her, but she does have other people to talk to.

To ________, ________, and ________ :
I had a great time with you girls tonight! Thanks :)

To _______ :
Boy, are you cute! Glad I got to meet you!

--Teesa

_____: Goodness, I hope your okay. I hope you didn't get your booty kicked by them kids from King. That is just plain-esh scary. You haven't been online all day. Oh & I'm awfully sorry for what happened today. She shouldn't have done that, it was wrong of her, but you shouldn't have gone after her like that. We tried to stop you from going after her, seriously. & it's okay that you pushed me out of the way..because you were angry, I get it. Hope you're okay.

You,
What are we? Friends? More than friends? No. I don't know.

I wish your dad wasn't such an a-hole.

Dear Teesa,
No dude, she has no one to talk to. Everyone basically hates her and is cutting her out of their lives, except me. I'm the one she keeps texting, I'm the one she keeps calling, I'm the one who she comes to. Me. It's only me. Yeah, I'm trying to be there for her but it's hard when I'm the ONLY ONE trying. If she was on the phone late at night crying to you, I'm sure you'd think a little differently. And I'm also sure that if you got your heart broken as badly as I have or as she has now, you'd feel a bit differently. But oh well. This is all just drama, drama that nobody freaking needs.
-Me.

Dear You, You, You xhowever many,
Tonight was really fun!! Man, that place is pretty tight. It was so fun dancing with you guys and just having a good time. I hope You call me so you can come over, even if it's like almost 1AM right now.
-Me.

Baby...... we...... SUCK
ROAAAAAAARRRRRRRR
Tonight was real nice getting to know your family even though it was a teensy bit awkward at times. I'll def bite my lip about some of the things, hahaha.. but even so. Your grandmothers were awesome heh and food was yummy. I loved just being with you.
But okay... like you said. GUIDELINES. Cause I feel like a terrible person and I know you probably do too. We shall discuss on Sunday. I love you.

_____:
I've been waiting all day for it to happen... but it never did and probably never will.
Why are things so a) endless and b) impossible when it comes to you?
Sometimes i feel like God is punishing me.
And then i realize... it's you. You're torturing me. 100% on purpose.
Why do you do it? Because you love me? Because you hate me? Both?
In your eyes i'm just another girl... but in mine, you're everything.
When will you realize that?

I'll make it on that day. I promise I will.
Trust me.

thanks for the amazing night. and for paying for me :P

thanks god.u know the truth=]

_________________, sorry.

_____:
OH my god. That was the sweetest thing i've heard since... when? Last October?
It's all i need from you. Thank you. I love you... too.

________________, You rock!

________________, get on aim and talk to me some more. and please call me!

To Christina--
I'm glad that you're helping her out, but she has never returned my calls or messages when I have tried to contact her before, so if I call her now it would be awkward for me. Yeah I'm sure I'd think a little differently, but obviously I have had that never happen so it sucks for me.

To _________ :
Woo, haven't seen you in a very long time--at least it seems to me!--which kinda makes me sad :/

--Teesa