well could u like post the letter in here pliz..

and also i dont thing boyz like me loves reading but its all kool

Uhh yeah, howd I get in this little squabble(sp?) between both of you?

- Chinkieeyedpnoi

dude...i said it was in my fricking xanga...wtf?  .....no wonder jose alwayz backtalks 2 u on my account...n plus...i dint say that u had 2 read it..God..

Over the past days….I’ve been thinking about you again….and how we spent the day together holding hands, it made me realize how incomplete my life is without you. For the past months, I’ve constantly been crying myself to sleep at night….thinking about you. Cause the truth is…that I need you back in my life and that….i love you….I love Everything about you…your smile, your touch, your fingers fitting perfectly into mine, the way u used to tell me how much you loved me….I miss all of those things but, more importantly…I’m desperately missing you…and although you’ve heard things like this a million times…and probably been hit with more than a million lines…there’s nobody that will ever love you as much I do. I want to be with you forever…I want to love you forever…I want you back in my life….I’ve missed how you lit-up and brightened my life…from the moment I first saw you…you brought so much happiness into my life…like no other girl has ever made me feel…and for that….I just cant thank you enough…I don’t know what it is about you though…that makes me stay and wait until the day comes when I receive your love again…and when I get that second opportunity with you…I’m never letting you go……cause the pain is just unbearable…it’s if as though I’m gradually dying….but straight to the point…I can’t live without you anymore…I want you…I need you…cause without you…there isn’t any point in living….I’d rather die and end this pain…that to continue living miserably….knowing that you aren’t mine….everything means nothing….if I don’t have you….you mean the world to me…and I truly do….love you…..