lalaaa call me already.

Are you happy? I'll always cherish what we had, but the thought of you makes me sick at this moment.

musiq - just friends.

I just want you to tell me the truth, even if I do think I've already got it figured out. I need to hear it from you for complete closure, I suppose. It's been weeks since I've thought about you, but after that what you said last night, I've been wondering if you realize exactly what you lost: everything. I want you to regret ever hurting me the way you did. Do you? Get the fuck out of my life already. I know I apologized because I wanted to be friends, but I've changed my mind. It still hurts, and it's more than you deserve. Love makes you do stupid things; I know all too well.

But you don't even exist.

omgs...i can't stop thinking about you..it hurts so much..i don't even know why i care so much about you....i think about you more than i really should be...considering you have a girlfriend and everything..i feel soo..pathetic...i think about you more than i think about the guy i have a better chance of having a relationship with...ughhs! why?! is it just...because the fact that i can't have you thats causing me to think of you? i want to be with you....i wish i could be close to you again...its not the same anymore....its like..you don't even care what i think...you don't care what i feel....i'm lost without you....

aw so you're sledding :) lucky butt. but it's 1046pm over there. go to bed sucka.

I find it cool how we can watch junk TV together and just have an all around good time. You're the best.

Can you go a second in life when it's not about YOU YOU YOU?

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How many times do I have to tell you we didn't go to Disneyland!!

Omg hehe. I'm like in love with you right now. That was soo much fun. I cant believe we barely ever hung out before. We have to do this more often. Just the two of us.

Hahahahaha you funny boy. It was so funny seeing you for like 5 minutes on the slopes today. It sucks that I had to leave.. it would have been cool going down with you. But I'm glad you finally remembered what Tuesday was.. dumbbum. LOL love you.

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Hey you two awesome guys.. thanks for being so cool today, chilling with me when I didn't know anyone and stuff. And going on the chairlift and dropping your glove intentionally. Hahahah good times. Hope I get to talk to you guys more as we train together over the next few months.

its just about the 20th page, so making a new one now.
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