in a paused motion picture.
in a bathroom.
with no one home.
and not enough time.
not to reach the phone.
and dial 911.
when i needed help.
or if life lost.
and if death won.
the tragic loss.
of a life so depressing.
and no point to get across.
not across to the world.
so calm.
no one can understand it.
that i wasn't even sad.
i wasn't even angry.
i wasn't even there.
when i drowned in the bathroom.
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i felt like writing today.
