Long distance relationship NOT working |
 Mar 8 2007, 03:49 PM
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One of my best friends lives in London, England and we've known eachother for about 2 years, I think. We are SO close, I don't think we could be any closer... other than distance-wise. He's made all these amazing friends in London and he has a boyfriend now, but he's a real mess. This summer he's going to a clinic for anorexia and alcohol and drug abuse. I'm just constantly worrying about him and wishing I could be there with him to talk. My parents don't let me call him because long distance fees would be way too high. So, all I have is MSN and e-mail, which is totally not enough...
I feel like I'm literally going CRAZY without him. Absolutely everything reminds me of him, from this one song to any emotions I feel. I just can't get him out of my mind, no matter how hard I try and to know that him and his friends there would accept me, it makes living here with my friends that much harder. I want to be with him so badly, it drives me nuts and it feels like he doesn't need me anymore because he has his many friends and his boyfriend and he's so much more outgoing than I am. I don't know how to move on and get over him. Everytime I think about making new friends (which I'm too shy for) I just think of him and his friends and it feels like any people I would meet would never be able to compare to them, so I just don't really feel like I'm actually friends with the people I know here. So, I guess parts of that are confusing, but the bottom line is that I CAN'T STAND BEING WITHOUT HIM and I don't know how to fix it, because it's REALLY affecting my life and my relationships (friends + family). I cry every night thinking about him and I shut people out of my personal life because I want it to be between him and I. I was even wanting to try and go to university there just to be with him, but it'd be too expensive and my parents would never go for it. I just feel so torn apart... I don't enjoy anything because it wasn't done with him and I want this feeling to go away. But if I try and talk to him about it, I'm worried I'll freak him out. |
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little meg sunshine Long distance relationship NOT working Mar 8 2007, 03:49 PM
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